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[crimsonbaphomet]

im fucking sick and tired of ppl who come to my house and take everything for granted. I let ppl sleep over all the time, they eat my food, drink my drinks up, smoke my pot etc and what the fuck do I get back? nothing. I just went to go find some food that I had been saving for tonight and its fucking gone. I let ppl stay over, sleep on my couch, play my video games whatever the fuck they want and i wake up and theres always a ton of food missing, whether its ALL of my snacks or a ton of some other food that I had bought. I am fucking sick of it, nobody ever gives me money or food or anything to make up for all the shit they take. I barely make enough money for rent let alone food with this stupid job dicking me around and it just pisses the fuck out of me. I sit around starving my fucking ass off while half these ppl have better jobs then me and live at home. They dont seem to understand that when u come over, steal half our smokes, eat a bunch of food and drink a bunch of stuff it ends up costing a fair amount when it happens ALMOST EVERY FUCKING DAY. its not fucking easy having to work for every piece of food you eat, and im sick of ppl taking my generosity for granted. Half the time, Ive even bought bulk food like popcorn so that I dont lose too much $ when im giving food to my friends, but even when I give it to them its not enuff they gotta go into my kitchen at night and eat out my fridge. like seriously, i give ppl food, i give them a place to sleep and its never fucking enough, I wish all these ppl had their own place so I could go, devour all their shit and leave like everybody does to me. Most of the time the wrappers are left all over the floor or table, dirty dishes are left all over the place and it always comes back to me. Whatever happened to the idea that when you go to somebody elese house u respect their house or you dont go there? I should make a rule that when ppl come over for the night, they either bring some food or drinks to A) use themselves or B) pitch to our food so we can share more, I almost feel like asking ppl to toss me $ when they come because honestly, this happens almost every time we have ppl over and we have ppl over like every few days so its happening a lot.

fuck im hungry