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Jul 01, 2008 16:47

i don't  like jesus and i don't like cats
i don't eat fish.  because it tastes fishy.
i wish i could ride my bike all night.  while listening to headphones.
i want to fall alseep in a graveyard.  alone.  possibly drunk.
i wish i had more moments where things just feel good.

i really want to play to the piano right now.  i want to feel the keys push down under   my     finger     tips.  
i really want to make a painting right now.  i stopped making art two years ago.
....why did that happen?  like artists block.  like maybe i just can't do it and wont be able to ever again.  
i really want to sleep all day.  and wake up in may 2009.
i really want to figure life out.  but i think that might just take all my life.

youre coming to see me.  and this is starting to get deep.  deep underneath layers of myself i wasn't sure i wanted to share yet.  i don't know what i'm going to do.   
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