Jul 01, 2008 16:47
i don't like jesus and i don't like cats
i don't eat fish. because it tastes fishy.
i wish i could ride my bike all night. while listening to headphones.
i want to fall alseep in a graveyard. alone. possibly drunk.
i wish i had more moments where things just feel good.
i really want to play to the piano right now. i want to feel the keys push down under my finger tips.
i really want to make a painting right now. i stopped making art two years ago.
....why did that happen? like artists block. like maybe i just can't do it and wont be able to ever again.
i really want to sleep all day. and wake up in may 2009.
i really want to figure life out. but i think that might just take all my life.
youre coming to see me. and this is starting to get deep. deep underneath layers of myself i wasn't sure i wanted to share yet. i don't know what i'm going to do.