Jun 22, 2014 20:58
Okay so instead of the whole photo 365 - I'm gonna do a thought a day either from my own imagination, a book, film, music, friend, newspaper - whatever! and I'm gonna put them all here :)
1. All we can do is keep breathing - Keep Breathing by Ingrid Michaelson
2. May the force be with you (sorry guys but I can't think of anything more appropriate at this time and I've been on a real star wars kick this week so...) - Obviously from the Star Wars sixtupology
3. I wish I could go back to when I believed in everything and knew nothing - Fields of Innocence by Evanescance
4. I used to be a superhero, and now I'm just like everybody else - Superhero by Ani Difranco
5. Pain, I'm in constant, crippling pain. (hardly inspirational I know but it's the truth) - my own imagination
6. Time doesn't really exist - Unlike Me by Kate Havnevik
7. My hot and foamy must have exploded - A scene from Frasier
8. I fucking hate eggnog, seriously - Eric Cartman
9. You are you, if you can't be you, be funny - Derived from a quote from Carrie Fisher's 'Wishful Thinking'
10. It's been a long, long, long, long, long, long time since I felt fine - The song Long Long Time
11. I don't wanna be me - I don't want to be me by Amanda Clemens
12. I'm in pain but I won't let you band-aid my wound - A Quiet Mind by Blue October
13. Trust me - Indiana Jones and Han Solo's catchphrase
14. A brief bout with a razorblade cut me, I freaked out, thinkin' people didn't love me - Razorblade by Blue October
15. Truth be told I miss you, Truth be told I'm LYING! - Rachel Berry, Glee (Gives you Hell song)
16. You're a slut, Will - Emma Pilsbury, Glee (Not inspirational but I found it funny)
17. I just wanna be okay, be okay. I just wanna feel today, feel today, I just wanna feel something today - Unknown
18. Cause I've started falling apart, I'm not savouring life. I've forgotten how good it can feel to be alive - Biffy Clyro's Machines
On the other hand I'm trying to be more positive - and under the instruction of Sabrina, I am to make some small goals and check them off as I complete them.
1. Go to the doctors and explain I feel suicidal (acheived. Now have to wait to see what happens but have been given prozac at 40mg a day)
2. Find a new job
3.Get through the holiday season (Acheived)
4. Go back to work on January 4th without dread (Achieved)
5. Stick to Harry's training
6. Get Selina a new hutch
7. Meet with Tara and do an animal stall
8. Send some animal cruelty awareness letters.