I saw my Opa today
I went to see my Opa today. Hes not doing good at all. Its bad. How bad he is doing. And he knows it. He has his doctors being 100% straight up with him. He wants to know. He doesnt want to be in the dark. Its weird...
He looks so...bad. He is really skinny. He is like skin and whatever is left of his bone. He has a wheelchair and a walker and he lays in bed all day because it hurts his bones to much to walk. All of his joints are stiff. He is down to 110 pounds and that is as of last week, so he must be down more! He has two different nurses come different days of the week for different things. One comes three times a week, the other twice a week. Thats crazy.
My Aunt Gloria came and she said he looks 10x worse than he did last Sunday.
Opa says he will make it until after Thanksgiving because he wants to see Barry Jr again and Barry is in Europe or something with hockey. Barry saved up lots of money, bought a camera and is taking pictures for Opa. And he says he'll be here to see them...Gloria says he wont. Thats not good. She sees him most too.
My Aunt Marieann will be down Tuesday. She is coming down from NJ and staying for about a week. We are all trying to get out last time in with Opa. He really isnt going to last much longer. It really is sad.
He was talking about me being his favorite today and everything. To me, to my dad and Kay, to Oma, and to his friend that stopped by. It was embarassing and yet flattering. Quite interesting. He said I know it, and I really didnt. I didnt know I was his favorite, and I dont know why. I didnt ask. Just didnt seam right.
Then Oma...she made me mad! She couldnt remember my name! She did it three times. The first time she did it for real the other two times she was just messing wtih me. Made me maddest when she called me Jessica. I am not Jessica. Jessica is a stuck up bitch that gets everything she wants when she wants. She is a majorly spoiled rich bitch. She is my cousin...point? Its true.
She is really getting to be self-reliant and dependent which is good. She is going to stay in that house when Opa passes. She has her golfcart and can work it, and can get places easily. So that is good. At least she'll be happy staying there. She likes it there a lot.
Well I am going to bed now. schoool tomorrow, then chillin with Doug afterwards...if he finds a way here =0)
He looks so...bad. He is really skinny. He is like skin and whatever is left of his bone. He has a wheelchair and a walker and he lays in bed all day because it hurts his bones to much to walk. All of his joints are stiff. He is down to 110 pounds and that is as of last week, so he must be down more! He has two different nurses come different days of the week for different things. One comes three times a week, the other twice a week. Thats crazy.
My Aunt Gloria came and she said he looks 10x worse than he did last Sunday.
Opa says he will make it until after Thanksgiving because he wants to see Barry Jr again and Barry is in Europe or something with hockey. Barry saved up lots of money, bought a camera and is taking pictures for Opa. And he says he'll be here to see them...Gloria says he wont. Thats not good. She sees him most too.
My Aunt Marieann will be down Tuesday. She is coming down from NJ and staying for about a week. We are all trying to get out last time in with Opa. He really isnt going to last much longer. It really is sad.
He was talking about me being his favorite today and everything. To me, to my dad and Kay, to Oma, and to his friend that stopped by. It was embarassing and yet flattering. Quite interesting. He said I know it, and I really didnt. I didnt know I was his favorite, and I dont know why. I didnt ask. Just didnt seam right.
Then Oma...she made me mad! She couldnt remember my name! She did it three times. The first time she did it for real the other two times she was just messing wtih me. Made me maddest when she called me Jessica. I am not Jessica. Jessica is a stuck up bitch that gets everything she wants when she wants. She is a majorly spoiled rich bitch. She is my cousin...point? Its true.
She is really getting to be self-reliant and dependent which is good. She is going to stay in that house when Opa passes. She has her golfcart and can work it, and can get places easily. So that is good. At least she'll be happy staying there. She likes it there a lot.
Well I am going to bed now. schoool tomorrow, then chillin with Doug afterwards...if he finds a way here =0)