.you waited for me in the rain in the parking lot.

[crimson_ice77]

The wind outside sounds like my window is going to just cave in any second. Sweet. Since Im not terrified of tornados or anything. Something's really been bothering me lately, and I can't figure out what the hell it is which ends up making me more frustrated. I guess I just feel like something's missing from my life. I've never had a best friend.

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[anonymous]

so...i guess this post makes me sad. i know that you were talking about how you don't have a best friend now, but back in high school i tried to be your "best friend" but it seemed as though you really weren't interested, i mean im over it now, and i know what you are feeling...up until a few months ago i felt like i had no one but justin. i didn't have a best friend...everyone had their someone, well i had guido or justin...no girl types. i mean i tried with jess gales but she had other jess...so i do know what it's like. now i have E and sam...and others that talk to. and i do feel like i am here for you...like yesterday when you called me about the wedding, i know that i had to tell emily, sorry if that made you mad, but it's too close to the wedding to not say anything, and the night brandon got went to jail, i talked with you for a long time, don't get me wrong im not complaining that you called me, but i just saying that there are more people out there that don't fit into your two sides, unless you think of me as a back stabbing bitch, and if that was the case i would wonder why...
love your sexy

[crimson_ice77]

I wasn't mad that you told Emily, I was mad that she called me crying because you said I didn't want to be in her wedding. It's not that I don't, I would love to be in her wedding, but I felt bad that I wouldn't be able to give all the stuff she's going to be getting from you guys as bridesmaids, because yeah, I'm never home to help out with anything. And I was going to call her after I had talked to my mom, but I didn't get a chance to since she called me. Although I am thinking of dropping bowling definately next year but maybe this semester too because it's just too much with work and class too, and I want to be able to have somewhat of a social life. And you did have a best friend, you were always close with Heather. Not anymore and I'm not saying we weren't close friends, only that I didn't feel like I had anyone to talk to, like, now... and I do not think you're a backstabbing bitch, and I never did. Life is just really weird right now..