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Sep 30, 2009 10:58

ugh
im sick of school. sick of bowling green.
the parts of college that i enjoyed have lost their novelty. its really hard for me to find any enjoyment in my projects anymore.

all school does is stress me out, deprive me of sleep, stop me from doing the things that i want to do, make me fat, and generally cause problems in my life.

i dont have any real friends out here besides chris, so i rarely leave this apartment except for class, and i just feel cooped up most of the time. not that i really have time for friends or fun anyway.

ive perpetually got some kind of cloud hanging over my head... always more to be done. when i do get a chance to relax, i feel like i shouldnt be, like im slacking and its going to cost me in some way. i'd like to be care free just once.

i dunno if i cant hold out until may.

i usually dont start feeling like this until the end of spring semester... it's not even halfway through fall semester yet. im going to be a gibbering mess by the time this is over.
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