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I think that maybe I'll try and go back to Edmonds-Woodway next year. But who knows?
Certainly not I.
Anyways, I've decided that I just need to fucking get comfortable with myself and who I am.
That's all I really can do.
But, you know, that's easier said than done.
But I guess that it's a goal.
Yesterday I was flipping through my EW yearbook and I started crying,.
Today was black & gold day at Lynnwood, 'cause those are our school colors--
And I showed up wearing EW colors.
This is proof that I am a sad, sad fuck.
And that I latch on to the past way too much.
Memories can't wait.
In other news: today was really fucking fun! :D
After school Heather, Lando, Sam, Taylor and I all hopped on a bus to Heather's house!
It was her birthday party, so once we were at the house more and more people progressively showed up.
It was really really fun. I fucking love those kids so much-- I would be lost without them. :]
After that I went ice skating and met up with Thadeusssssss
I haven't hung out with him in forever, so that was really really cool. :]]]
I fucking missed that kid >:O
And he spit on my cousin. That was amazing, hahaha.
In sadder news: today during dinner Shannon just nonchalantely mentioned that Uncle Bill died, and I started crying really hard. I didn't know what else to do, I guess.
As the end of the year grows nearer I think that I feel this sort of increasing need to change completely. You know how people always show up on the first day of school looking way different than they ever have before? Well, for some reason I kind of feel like I should be one of those people. Or maybe this is just me being uncomfortable with myself again. Oh bother.
I think that I might let my natural hair color grow in again, just for the summer. Just because it's been years since I've seen it.
Certainly not I.
Anyways, I've decided that I just need to fucking get comfortable with myself and who I am.
That's all I really can do.
But, you know, that's easier said than done.
But I guess that it's a goal.
Yesterday I was flipping through my EW yearbook and I started crying,.
Today was black & gold day at Lynnwood, 'cause those are our school colors--
And I showed up wearing EW colors.
This is proof that I am a sad, sad fuck.
And that I latch on to the past way too much.
Memories can't wait.
In other news: today was really fucking fun! :D
After school Heather, Lando, Sam, Taylor and I all hopped on a bus to Heather's house!
It was her birthday party, so once we were at the house more and more people progressively showed up.
It was really really fun. I fucking love those kids so much-- I would be lost without them. :]
After that I went ice skating and met up with Thadeusssssss
I haven't hung out with him in forever, so that was really really cool. :]]]
I fucking missed that kid >:O
And he spit on my cousin. That was amazing, hahaha.
In sadder news: today during dinner Shannon just nonchalantely mentioned that Uncle Bill died, and I started crying really hard. I didn't know what else to do, I guess.
As the end of the year grows nearer I think that I feel this sort of increasing need to change completely. You know how people always show up on the first day of school looking way different than they ever have before? Well, for some reason I kind of feel like I should be one of those people. Or maybe this is just me being uncomfortable with myself again. Oh bother.
I think that I might let my natural hair color grow in again, just for the summer. Just because it's been years since I've seen it.