-__________- i just don't feel well

[cries_in_shadow]

Well yea i made a cut of all you ass-jock bastards that never even say hi .. =\ not like we had any real friendship anyway ... now not everyone i cut was an ass-jock .. just some =\ if you really wonder if it was you .. think aobut it

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[kilowatts]

i hope i'm not one of those ass-jocks. dude i love you so much and i miss you. =\ if you ever feel this way get your ass online or give me a call. you don't know how happy it makes me when you call. i never call because i always get the feeling i bother or annoy people, so i let them talk to me if they want to talk.

ahhh your family is so out of line. you seriously need to talk to your mom about your step-dad. he can't treat her like a little slave. one of these days he's going to ask something from her and bad shit will happen.

help your mom out with your sister (if you do that's very good) you or your mom [seeing that you two are the only normal ones in the family that are capable of doing this] need to teach your sister that crying and screaming and whining won't get her anything in life. she needs to cry it out so she can learn that. because if you or your mom keep giving in she will ALWAYS be like that. that's how crystal turned out and my parents regret not letting her cry it out when she was little.

i know you may not like your brother very much, but you've got each other and there's pretty much nothing you can do about it. just hang out with him. you both need that. and maybe you two can get along and stop fighting, because you don't need anymore shit adding on to your depression.

i'm sorry about the space you have in your room, but you're just going to have to live with it until you move again. ...i hope you are & to a bigger, better place. if you don't, come over here... i'll give you MY room, and i'll be -the one under your bed-. :(

i feel that way too with my friends. the people i used to talk to online and in real life aren't as close anymore. people online [i won't mention any names] say their hi-how are you's and their goodbye's, but never have anything to say. they either just go to work or clean their house or talk to other people or just sign off. they don't feel like friends at all. again, *whenever you want to* please call. i'll probably be really quiet, but i am like that with people who i don't see anymore. but maybe after calling for a few times we'll talk more and more like hardcore compadres.

also, i am finishing up your layout. all i need to do is just code it all out. lol i'm sorry if i'm taking forever with it, but it has to be perfect. dude, i hate to see you this way. i know it's hard with where you're at and who you're with, but keep your chin up high. things are going to get better!!! i promise you! and i'll be here online and on the phone to help make things a little better.