-__________- i just don't feel well
Well yea i made a cut of all you ass-jock bastards that never even say hi .. =\ not like we had any real friendship anyway ... now not everyone i cut was an ass-jock .. just some =\ if you really wonder if it was you .. think aobut it.
well yea usually i'm happy .. i don't go right off and call people ass-jocks .. but today it's ok .. i feel really really just depressed .. plain and simple ... -__- a few reasons but i'll put down a few .... -.- i guess
1. One ... for some stupid reason i'm now 'grounded' in a sense .. see now because my step-dad is an ass-jock bastard (SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAM BUSY ....(but has time to go swim -.-))... i am forced to stay in this little shit hole of a room ... no rides .. and i can't walk because i don't know the way or how far it would take (and i haven't really had that much energy anyway)
2.I've been spending too much time with my family .. yes it's a bad thing when you all half-way hate eachother anyway -___- ... lets see
Step-dad ... ass-jock ... he is so sucked up into his work it effects everyone else ...
Mother ... half-way-slave ... sounds extreme .. but yea .. lets say it this way ...
Step-dad manages eBay store on his computer .. writes what needs to go where and handles ALL the money---> Mom ... does all the manual labor ... making her time his time .. and making her tierd as hell .. not to mention she already has a bad back -____-
well now the little demons in my head
Brother ... needs to stop being a little bossy shit ... he never stops trying to win over a conversation ... he doesn't stop when he should and just keeps going -_______-
Sister... i'll give her that she is 5 yes ... but she is so DAM SPOILED .. really if she doesn't get milk and cookies EVERYNIGHT from my mom she won't stop screaming -___________- but my mom gives in because she is too tierd from all the dam manual work she has to do ....
so yea .. Family ... and o i forgot
3.I LIVE IN A 3*.00000000000000000000001 FT ROOM
This house is the smallest piece of shit i have every seen ... really some of your bathrooms might be bigger if not as big as my room .. julie's is ...
And not to mention that me and my parent+step-dad share a wall .. usually that is not too bad ... OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH BUT IN SHIT HOLE TOWN .. it is ....
we happen to share the only vent in my room that goes into thier room .. what fun that is. We can heard everything from thier room(sister screaming daily) and they to us(up late time on computer .. which wakes my ass-jock step-father who ... sleeps o so lightly .. like a little fairy -_-)
4. ... lets see what is four .... -.- friends ... not too put blame on anyone but i just don't feel like friends sometimes .. i feel like .. o hey hi how are you .. o ok bye ... that's it .... only person i really talk to is adri and brit ... but that is partly my fault i don't really go and say hi to people ... -___- but there are still some people i "see" everyday but i hardly talk to them because they are too dam busy .. i won't say who but i don't really thing i need to .. doubt this will even get to them anyway so it won't change a thing ....-_______________________- ....
5. ... i don't know what number 5 is ... -_- i just i'm tired really ... i mean over here is ok ... but if just really gave me distance .. that is really it ... doesn't mean all these other things had to happen .. i mean ... it wasn't till i moved that i saw my friends list had people i never really talk to ... i mean like what the hell .. why do i need that ... i have kind of a distinct person who comes to mind .. someone who didn't even say goodbye or anything .. at least other people who couldn't have say hey online .. but no i never here from this person =\ .. i'll probably start a new lj just to get all this off me .. it's really annoying ..
This layout kinda suits the mood no? ... -_______________________-
well yea usually i'm happy .. i don't go right off and call people ass-jocks .. but today it's ok .. i feel really really just depressed .. plain and simple ... -__- a few reasons but i'll put down a few .... -.- i guess
1. One ... for some stupid reason i'm now 'grounded' in a sense .. see now because my step-dad is an ass-jock bastard (SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAM BUSY ....(but has time to go swim -.-))... i am forced to stay in this little shit hole of a room ... no rides .. and i can't walk because i don't know the way or how far it would take (and i haven't really had that much energy anyway)
2.I've been spending too much time with my family .. yes it's a bad thing when you all half-way hate eachother anyway -___- ... lets see
Step-dad ... ass-jock ... he is so sucked up into his work it effects everyone else ...
Mother ... half-way-slave ... sounds extreme .. but yea .. lets say it this way ...
Step-dad manages eBay store on his computer .. writes what needs to go where and handles ALL the money---> Mom ... does all the manual labor ... making her time his time .. and making her tierd as hell .. not to mention she already has a bad back -____-
well now the little demons in my head
Brother ... needs to stop being a little bossy shit ... he never stops trying to win over a conversation ... he doesn't stop when he should and just keeps going -_______-
Sister... i'll give her that she is 5 yes ... but she is so DAM SPOILED .. really if she doesn't get milk and cookies EVERYNIGHT from my mom she won't stop screaming -___________- but my mom gives in because she is too tierd from all the dam manual work she has to do ....
so yea .. Family ... and o i forgot
3.I LIVE IN A 3*.00000000000000000000001 FT ROOM
This house is the smallest piece of shit i have every seen ... really some of your bathrooms might be bigger if not as big as my room .. julie's is ...
And not to mention that me and my parent+step-dad share a wall .. usually that is not too bad ... OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH BUT IN SHIT HOLE TOWN .. it is ....
we happen to share the only vent in my room that goes into thier room .. what fun that is. We can heard everything from thier room(sister screaming daily) and they to us(up late time on computer .. which wakes my ass-jock step-father who ... sleeps o so lightly .. like a little fairy -_-)
4. ... lets see what is four .... -.- friends ... not too put blame on anyone but i just don't feel like friends sometimes .. i feel like .. o hey hi how are you .. o ok bye ... that's it .... only person i really talk to is adri and brit ... but that is partly my fault i don't really go and say hi to people ... -___- but there are still some people i "see" everyday but i hardly talk to them because they are too dam busy .. i won't say who but i don't really thing i need to .. doubt this will even get to them anyway so it won't change a thing ....-_______________________- ....
5. ... i don't know what number 5 is ... -_- i just i'm tired really ... i mean over here is ok ... but if just really gave me distance .. that is really it ... doesn't mean all these other things had to happen .. i mean ... it wasn't till i moved that i saw my friends list had people i never really talk to ... i mean like what the hell .. why do i need that ... i have kind of a distinct person who comes to mind .. someone who didn't even say goodbye or anything .. at least other people who couldn't have say hey online .. but no i never here from this person =\ .. i'll probably start a new lj just to get all this off me .. it's really annoying ..
This layout kinda suits the mood no? ... -_______________________-