In 12 hours I'll wake up and it'll be the last day of the semester.
Tonight I don't think I'll sleep very much, just because I never sleep well the night before my last final. Every final is scary, especially ones on something I don't understand well at all, but the last final is always the worst, because then I have to worry about going home.
This break is going to be 3 things, with very little middle ground: Shitty, amazing and lonely. I'm still looking for somewhere to be on new years eve, and someone to kiss. I'm unlikely to find either. Especially since I've half given up on girls.
A lot has happened here in 2004 and I'll look back upon it with wistful wanting of days go past and with a disgust at some of the transpirings, but not tonight. Tonight I have to worry about systems and going home tomorrow.
This break is going to be 3 things, with very little middle ground: Shitty, amazing and lonely. I'm still looking for somewhere to be on new years eve, and someone to kiss. I'm unlikely to find either. Especially since I've half given up on girls.
A lot has happened here in 2004 and I'll look back upon it with wistful wanting of days go past and with a disgust at some of the transpirings, but not tonight. Tonight I have to worry about systems and going home tomorrow.