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I swear I'm going to end up quitting Moe's soon. It's just that every day I have to work I get closer and closer to not coming in. I guess people weren't far off when they asked if saying "welcome to Moe's" got old really fast.
It's driving me bat-shit insane.
I can't take working anywhere right now. The more I think about going to work tomorrow the more it makes me want to throw myself off a damn bridge. I don't want money anymore. I don't want to go to school at all. I can't take writing anymore papers. I have no will to do anything constructive. All I do is sit in my room and play Halo and I hate myself for doing that. I don't know. Something, something, must have been the straw that broke the camel's back. Or it was just that big. I'm so stupid right now.
I think it's partly doing the same routine over and over. I feel like a rotating wheel. My mind tells me I want to go somewhere. Visit the distance. I had the opportunity and I immediately turned it down. I'm on that sort of streak, you know? Here Chris, have this. It's what you wanted. What? you're tuning it down? Fine. Idiot. I'll be the stubborn mule for now. A pain in my own ass.
It's driving me bat-shit insane.
I can't take working anywhere right now. The more I think about going to work tomorrow the more it makes me want to throw myself off a damn bridge. I don't want money anymore. I don't want to go to school at all. I can't take writing anymore papers. I have no will to do anything constructive. All I do is sit in my room and play Halo and I hate myself for doing that. I don't know. Something, something, must have been the straw that broke the camel's back. Or it was just that big. I'm so stupid right now.
I think it's partly doing the same routine over and over. I feel like a rotating wheel. My mind tells me I want to go somewhere. Visit the distance. I had the opportunity and I immediately turned it down. I'm on that sort of streak, you know? Here Chris, have this. It's what you wanted. What? you're tuning it down? Fine. Idiot. I'll be the stubborn mule for now. A pain in my own ass.