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Not having been here in a while, I've decided to make a post while I wait for my allergies to calm down.
As every semester goes by, I feel as if I'm less and less capable of pushing myself to succeed. It's almost as if I just don't care about school anymore. I've been keeping my grades up so far, I just hope I don't end up bottoming-out on myself and turning into a fool.
I really, really want to quit Moe's. I couldn't tell you if it's because of my initial hatred of working, or just my distaste for Moe's itself. The only two real jobs I've had have been in food, and they've been quite similar. Both have lead to the feeling of annoyance I have currently, so there's no differentiation to tell me why I feel this way. But despite my apparent uncertainty, I think I know what I need to do for once.
Aaron, Maxi, and I have been talking about sharing an apartment in Tampa, as the both of them need to switch to USF Tampa to complete their majors. As for me, I might as well tag along--there doesn't seem to be anything I'd like to settle on in St. Petersburg. However, each time I think about moving out, it becomes a little more scary. I'm not sure if I should credit this to my lack of sleep and allergy high, but I almost don't want to think about it right now.
Speaking of allergies, I suppose this is the most I'm going to recover from my dust attack. My nose feels like it's going to bleed (*high five to Aaron*) and is stuffed at the same time, so I definitely foresee a healthy nights sleep. Good night guys.
As every semester goes by, I feel as if I'm less and less capable of pushing myself to succeed. It's almost as if I just don't care about school anymore. I've been keeping my grades up so far, I just hope I don't end up bottoming-out on myself and turning into a fool.
I really, really want to quit Moe's. I couldn't tell you if it's because of my initial hatred of working, or just my distaste for Moe's itself. The only two real jobs I've had have been in food, and they've been quite similar. Both have lead to the feeling of annoyance I have currently, so there's no differentiation to tell me why I feel this way. But despite my apparent uncertainty, I think I know what I need to do for once.
Aaron, Maxi, and I have been talking about sharing an apartment in Tampa, as the both of them need to switch to USF Tampa to complete their majors. As for me, I might as well tag along--there doesn't seem to be anything I'd like to settle on in St. Petersburg. However, each time I think about moving out, it becomes a little more scary. I'm not sure if I should credit this to my lack of sleep and allergy high, but I almost don't want to think about it right now.
Speaking of allergies, I suppose this is the most I'm going to recover from my dust attack. My nose feels like it's going to bleed (*high five to Aaron*) and is stuffed at the same time, so I definitely foresee a healthy nights sleep. Good night guys.