Jan 28, 2008 23:49
I don't what I am supposed to do.
I have many people ask me "so how much longer do you really have until you graduate?" I never really know what to tell people, but I do know that I am prolonging my graduation only because I am so scared of going out into the real world. Honestly, I knew about 3-4 semesters ago that I could easily have graduated if i really applied myself within 2 semesters. But I have constantly taken unnecessary courses just so I don't have to face it (but in my defense, I love those classes).
Recently I have been thinking about applying to Law School. I know I probably won't get in. Really, I have been thinking about applying to random graduate programs after graduation if I don't get into the Communications program to approve my minor. I have taken a few Communications classes and I wish I didn't wait so long to get into it. I never realized how much I loved media studies until it seems I took it a little too late.
I don't know what I am trying to do. I don't know what I want to do.
I don't know where my life is really supposed to evolve from. In the ideas of Mr. Charles Darwin, Natural Selection keeps the characteristics that are useful for society or mankind. Where do I fit in?