Aaaagggg

[creepy_cheese]

Do you ever feel like you are utterly powerless? God I fucking hate when I can't change the stupid little thoughts that run through my mind...stupid thoughts that make no sense and are so fucking irrational ....sometimes I just want to insert a flesh eating worm into my ear and let it go rampant...eat my brains for all I care just make me stop

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[cz_100]

You confuse me, but at least you are keeping somewhat sane. It has been a while, we should get in touch some how before I move.

[creepy_cheese]

how do i confuse you? hehe then again I confuse myself so there ya go..I indeed agree that we should get back in touch

[cz_100]

I understand you have a computer. Is it too much to hope that you also have Yahoo messanger or some other chat device?

[creepy_cheese]

heh...my computer has the memory of an 11 month old baby...or in lamen's terms I can't even download any messengers sadly ....but no matter ..i shall soon get an external hard drive and fix that problem..but I see we're playing live journal tag very well

[cz_100]

yes, not a bad little game at that. I often forget that most computers don't have a tenth of the memory or power this baby has.... and to think she is a few years old...

[creepy_cheese]

heh...mine has a few decades on it I think...i dunno but it was free so i'm not bitching too much.. i could say you could give me a ring but my phone is on the charger at the moment awaiting its rebirth into the charged cordless phone world..AKA my phone died..

[cz_100]

Tell me when, if I am not on the phone with Guinavere then I will give you a ring.

[creepy_cheese]

i shall keep you posted buddy

[cz_100]

anyway, I am gonna go off and play some video game.. not sure what, right now its looking like Final Fantasy VIII....