The sun shines and leaves me empty still
Here I am for another random post. I've been home since May 14th and I've seen very few people. Part of that is because a lot of my close friends are not here this summer (Diana, Dorothy, Jenna). Part of it is because I've become somewhat of a recluse. I went to Toronto for 5 days at the end of June and I can count the number of times since then that I've been socially active on one hand. Said huh?
I've also decided that I have no significant other in my life because I am awkward around girls. Is that possible? I mean, I feel like in high school, I was able to spit some made game. In college, nothing. Maybe I was just imagining things then. All I know is that I'm longing for female companionship and will probably fall head over heels for the first person that shows a remote amount of interest.
I definitely had multiple chances with one girl. She's great too and she knows it. I messed that one up big time. I would pull her close and then push her away. Pull her back close and then push her away. I never knew what I wanted and I think she finally realized it. She's moved on, I think, which is great. I think I'm happy for her. I mean I know I am.
Does anyone out there still believe there's only one true love for everyone? I think I'm one of the few remaining cliches around. I'm definitley a hopeless romantic.
I know part of me is missing and maybe it's just that I'm out of touch. How is everyone?
I've also decided that I have no significant other in my life because I am awkward around girls. Is that possible? I mean, I feel like in high school, I was able to spit some made game. In college, nothing. Maybe I was just imagining things then. All I know is that I'm longing for female companionship and will probably fall head over heels for the first person that shows a remote amount of interest.
I definitely had multiple chances with one girl. She's great too and she knows it. I messed that one up big time. I would pull her close and then push her away. Pull her back close and then push her away. I never knew what I wanted and I think she finally realized it. She's moved on, I think, which is great. I think I'm happy for her. I mean I know I am.
Does anyone out there still believe there's only one true love for everyone? I think I'm one of the few remaining cliches around. I'm definitley a hopeless romantic.
I know part of me is missing and maybe it's just that I'm out of touch. How is everyone?