hmmm...
Well, I applied to get in to Rural Studio for my thesis and didn't make it...bummer. Needless to say I've been feeling kind of down since I found that out (right before a midterm![sucked]). I went to lunch with a good friend of mine that also was really looking forward to getting in RS. We talked about the events which comprised the massive blow to our future plans. It's really kind of awkward now. I know that there is one girl that isn't sure about going, so there is a slim chance that I'm next on the list. But, I've come to the realization that it's more than likely not going to happen. I've got some good friends of mine going. Well, I don't really want to be around them right now. Actually, everyone that got accepted is going to Rome with me. I'm happy for them, but it's hard to be around them, knowing they got what i wanted. As weird as this sounds, I feel like I've been dumped by someone I loved. I've been rejected. I should be used to this by now, I don't ever really get what I want. Maybe it's my fault...In our conversation at lunch, we talked about the fact that one of us could be chosen to take the indecisive girl's place. My friend said she didn't think she would take the offer, and I'm beginning to wonder if I would too. I've got a lot going through my head right now, and a lot of things to figure out. For instance, now I have to figure out where I'm gonna live in Auburn. That's a whole other post in itself. If they would just say who got into Urban Studio now, so all of this would be over with...