before, after...get over it

Jul 16, 2010 22:24

Hmmm verrry long hm-something

why don't you mack the knife? )

friends, rant, shigoto, gackt, me

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yararanger July 16 2010, 21:39:58 UTC
Even though we've been mailing - actually I wanted to mail on the 14th but there ended up no time =_= I wanted to say that I have read this post right away!! I'm just so tired that my head feels like it's breaking with everything right now, can barely keep my eyes open...

...but you mention about your family, maybe if you felt like it you could email me your story sometime? I've always been curious but never wanted to push for details but you already know I care, so if you feel like it. . .

Please share with us how Gackt is too! I am excited on your behalf even if there are too few tickets OTZ who would think to sell so few for GACKT?!?!

Glad you're here posting on LJ again... sorry this comment isn't better =o= last spurt of energy used up now x__X good night!
... )

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creamy_amande July 24 2010, 22:12:14 UTC
Hey for lateness...

I hope you're a bit better now, because last time I checked twitter, you were having nightmares and life sucked a bit for you!

My story? Huh it's really complicated but I might tell you the highlighs later then...when I'm confident enough to talk about it.
Thank you for listening/reading in advance then!

I'm so lazy...but I will!

It's okay, I have like ... ZERO energy right now!

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heylovestay July 16 2010, 22:55:37 UTC
Not gonna lie, I am so, so happy to see you back! I've missed you a lot! (even though we've been mailing and all)
I feel like quoting something here; “Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” And I can honestly say that in this point, it'd be pretty much impossible for you to make me want to abandon you, ever! If you feel uncomfortable ranting here but have an urge to do so; you have my e-mail - use it. Anytime! As much as you want!!

Oh, I'm lookin' forwards to the Japan Expo post & of course I'm curious about GACKT's concert, too! omg, it'll be soon! Have lots&lots of fun dear, you have so deserved it!

Now you made me interested in Taiwanese dramas... damn you! XD and I love crying buckets (since I'm weird) so I think I need to give in.
I'll be sure to start with the ones you mentioned, they sound interesting~

Glad to know I was part of those people who made this time more bearable for you; and you're no mood-fucker, silly ♥
Once again, welcome back hun! Love ya ;;

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creamy_amande July 24 2010, 22:17:44 UTC
Wahhhhhhhhhhhh great quote!!!

Yes you have been one because you wondered if I was alive or not, and in my attention-seeking world, I needed it.

I'll be writing that post but since I'm lazy. I had planned today but then I was sooooo lazy. Ionly have one day off per week so I take the time to just laze and eat and since I started the diet, I need to cook and it eats all my time!!!

^_^

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creamy_amande July 24 2010, 22:26:46 UTC
*triple hugs*
SOrry I was late in everything!

By the way, I'll say it again, I was not including you in my post, but that's nice to hear from you about it, but trust me, I know you're super busy, really, because I read your posts so I know. Perfectly.
I was really talking about people who never comment or read but ah well~~~

Ha ha ha, Moko is still a brat, THAT won't change! brat brat brat!

He he he it's horrible not being able to fangirl, but lately I haven't properly flailed anyway, and I feel J-fandom will definitely slap me!

*chu chu chu*

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cel_chan July 17 2010, 03:05:12 UTC
Dear I was actually worried why you had disappeared.
As someone who is fighting depression too I will tell you this.
You need to fight it and not let depression take over.
You are loved and your friends (including me) do care.
Never let anyone make you believe otherwise.

ALso sduifhduhsfuhdsufhudsh Gackt. I just came back from his live (am in London right now) and I am telling you, best experience ever. Take all the positive energy and love he will give you (you'll see what I mean when you go to the live) and try leaving dark times behind.

ANd post moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

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creamy_amande July 24 2010, 22:28:59 UTC
Aw~~~

... )

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tilmon July 17 2010, 18:53:59 UTC
So glad to see you back! I have been worried about you since you were so silent and I almost missed this post, even, which would have been bad ( ... )

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creamy_amande July 24 2010, 22:49:18 UTC
GACKT = OMG!!!

"OK, I don't have anything useful to say"

ARE YOU KIDDING?!!!!!!!!
The end of your comment was so....nothing related to, well anything besides culinary it made me laugh so much!!!!!!!!!!
And when I re-read it, it seems to describe a bit of my feelings at the time...so don't say you were not useful, it was awesomely said and it made me smile!!

♪♪♪ ( ^^)人(^^ ) ♪♪♪

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tilmon July 24 2010, 23:35:17 UTC
I'm glad something good came from those cookies: a smile on your face!

Still, I'm going to try to remember not to make them again. So very disappointing and tragic!

You have seen The Gackt! You must relate the entire experience, from the moment you first started thinking about what to wear until when you finally washed the smell of the crowd out of your hair. I want to know! How was he? How was his band? How was the crowd?

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creamy_amande July 25 2010, 00:37:57 UTC
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL OMG you want the whole thing described?.????????????????§!!!!!!!

Okay so I will since you asked in your awesome wayyyyyy! I most certainly *motherfucker* will!!! (says THE GACKT and his secretary)

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