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First doctor's appointment is a success! Did an exam, discussed lots of options. Monday, I've got for my first bloodwork to determine hormone levels and to see if I in fact ovulate. We suspect I may not be ovulating at all, and that might be the problem. Then next Friday, we have a consulation after the blood results come back and schedule the first tests. One of them is major, a surgery, and I am one hundred percent scared to death. But I will do it. I will do whatever I have to. The doctor is pretty confident we can find out what's wrong and get it treated and be set up for really trying hard when Matt gets home for good. He says there's a few ways to go, and I could hold off some of the testing and wait to try just some drugs and try with Matt, or we can do the tests first while he is gone. I am going to go that route. Scary to do it alone, but betters the chances of knowing exactly what's wrong in the first place. We'd be in a better position to try.
So I am excited. And scared. And a million emotions at once. But it's happening. And the doctor was so nice, through, and gentle. And he wants to get started right away and I'm relieved. I thought that they might drag their feet, but he is very on the ball. Finally!! Oh I hope this is our miracle...
So I am excited. And scared. And a million emotions at once. But it's happening. And the doctor was so nice, through, and gentle. And he wants to get started right away and I'm relieved. I thought that they might drag their feet, but he is very on the ball. Finally!! Oh I hope this is our miracle...