Letting you go-06

Mar 06, 2010 23:38

Title:  Letting you go-06/??
Author: cream4me
Genre: angst, male/male
Band(s): the GazettE, Dir en grey, Nightmare
Pairing: mentions of Kyo x Ruki, very brief Reita x Ruki, Shinya x Ruki(friendship) Ruki x Sakito (friendship) mentions of Ni~Ya x Sakito, Ruka and Satoshi
Overall Rating: PG-13, R?
Disclaimer: They are real people too, or at least that’s what my therapists says. So no I guess I only own them in my mind
Summary: Reita breaks up with Ruki for his ex lover (who cheated on him) leaving Ruki heartbroken and slightly depressed. Determined to move on with his life, Ruki goes out clubbing but catches the attention of someone he was trying to the most to forget.

Warning: Strong language, homosexual relationships, beginning of oral


chapter six

Ruki POV

When I woke I saw Kyo wasn't there. I figured he went to watch TV or went to get something to eat. I was getting out of bed and I felt....flakey and sticky. I looked down and my panties were ruined with cum...WHEN THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPEN?! I don't remember much after we got into the room....wait...did me and Kyo have sex? It doesn't feel like we did. Oh yeah...now I remember. We were just dry humping....GOD THIS IS SOOOO EMBARRASSING! I haven't come from that since I was like 16yrs old and I was drunk.

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After I got out the shower I thought Kyo would be back by now but he wasn't. I tried calling him but he wasn't picking up. He must have practice. I went to the kitchen and got something to eat before I got dressed. I'm in the middle of rolling my omelets and my phone. Like a complete dork, I got scared...fucking movie...and almost dropped my food. When I answered it I was greeted with..."Where the hell are you?! You're an hour late. Get your ass down here!" .....Did I just get cussed out by Kai? I think I did.  I better go now before he gets angrier.

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When I arrived, I was cussed out again, hit upside the head and pushed to the mic. "Now start singing..." Kai said in a voice that reminded me of Kyo....shit. I thought my singing was great...I mean its me....but apparently Kai thought I wasn't putting my 'heart' into it. Wtf?! It's just practice for Christ sake...

"Even though you just got here Ruki, take a break. You have 10mins. and you better not be late....." said Kai. Freaking calm the fuck down...geez. Anywho...I walked away...too scared to be around his crazy ass right now and I bumped into Reita. He looked like he hasn't been sleeping.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked.

"Nothing...just didn't sleep enough last night."

"You should try drinking warm brandy. I make Kyo drink it when he can't sleep." When I mentioned Kyo's he got all stiff and shit. Oh that's right....he did heard Kyo call me Taka. It's time to make him suffer like he did me.

"It's okay Ruki really...besides I don't like brandy." he said walking away. Like you are not leaving. I haven't got my revenge yet bastard.

"Kyo doesn't either...he sorta hates alcohol which is strange considering all the shit he's done to his body." His face is getting red...its funny. This is what you get bastard. If you would have just stayed with me I wouldn't be doing this....We'd be using this break to go off fucking or something.

"Ruki...can you please leave me alone? I'm getting a headache." I'm about to open my mouth but then my phones rings...its Kyo. I squealed in the inside like a little bitch.

"Hey Kyo!" I had completely forgotten Reita now until I heard the studio door slam.

"What's that?"

"Nothing. What did you want?"

"What was last night all about?" He did not sound happy.

"You mean when I fell asleep? I'm really sorry I didn't mean it but it's been awhile."

"I'm not talking about that. Why did you all the sudden what to start talking to me?"

"...I...um...uh..."

"Look whatever you and that no nosed fucker are going through don't involve me. I got enough shit to deal with."

"Kyo! I--" He fucking hung up on me! Who the fuck does he think he is?! By that time Reita came out and saw me having a little fit.

"Boyfriend problems?" He was mocking me...bastard. I don't need this.

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The rest of practice was going fine and we got through the songs without too many mistakes and Kai didn't try to kill me. I was still distracted the whole time though. I kept staring at my phone. I thought if I stare at it hard enough, Kyo would call back. I don't know why though. Why was I getting so....depressed that he was mad at me? It's not like I was using him to get back at Reita....okay I kinda was but still.

Kai let us go and I ran to my stuff and rushed out the building and ran into something...boney.

"Oh sorry Ruki."

"Huh?" I looked up and saw Shinya. Fuck he needs to eat. How does Toshiya find him sexy? I mean yea he's hot and all but the sex must hurt but more importantly...what the hell was he doing here? I got up and picked my shit up. "What are you doing here?" I continued to walk home and he started following.

"I came to ask you about Kyo. What's wrong with him? He's angrier than usual."

"I think he thinks I'm using him to get back at my ex."

"Oh...are you?" he asked.

"I was..."

"And now?"

"I don't know. Last night was the happiest I've been in a long time. Then when we got to the bedroom and----" I suddenly felt boney fingers over my mouth. Seriously dude fucking eat a cheeseburger or something

"Please don't! Last time some one told me about sex with Kyo I had to sleep with the light on for a month." Is he crazy? Sex with Kyo isn't that bad. I moved his hands and tried to pat him on the head. I had to step on my tippy toes just to reach the top of his head.

"I wasn't going say that. I and Kyo didn't have sex last night. We almost did but I came before he could." He looked at me with that wft look with the tears and everything and I laughed.

"I told you not to tell me!"

"Yea well anyway he called me and told me not to involve him in my personal problems the hung up on me."

"You know what you need?"

"Dick?" His eye twitched and I wanted to laugh so bad but I had to make it seem like I was serious.

"Ehh...no. I was going to say shopping."

"Shopping? Ruki likes shopping." This time he patted my head.

"I thought he would and look..." he reached out his pocket and I saw 3 credit cards."....I took Totchi's cards." he said smiling.

"Why do you have those? You get paid the same amount...right?"

"Sorta..."he said shrugging his shoulders."...besides...Why spend my money when I can spend his?" he said smiling. "And it's payback. Until Mr. Hara can speak to me without such lewd comments coming from his mouth, I will hit him where it hurts the most."

"Sex?" God, is that all I think about. I need to get fucked...and quick."

"That too but he uses these for everything related to his stupid bass....so lets spend it all."

"Well in that case...Lets go shopping!"

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Well I am exhausted! And I know what you're thinking. 'It's just shopping,' but it’s more than that. It is a war. Those bitches were like trying to take the last bit of fucking everything. Men and women. Savages....I fought through the scratching and clawing from cheap manicures and I won in the end. I'm really glad Shinya was there. His height really came in handy. Anyway...now I'm hungry but I don't feel like cooking. I guess I'll order out then......now lets see...what I want....eh....fuck it. Chinese food it is. So now I'm waiting on my food with nothing to do. I guess I'll put my clothes away and clean up a bit.

By the time the food guy showed up everything was clean and I was sitting on the couch eating...watching TV, and giving small pieces of food to Koron. That damn dog stays eating. I'm like really bored right now. Its only 7pm and it’s too early to go to bed plus I'm not sleepy, and there’s nothing to do. What I want to do is talk to Kyo. I don't care if someone is mad at me but when Kyo is I feel like he is planning out my death....it not pretty. Maybe I should call someone over....I flipped through my phone and I stop at Sakito's number. I haven't talked to him in awhile.

I know what you’re thinking. Why would I know him right? Well you can thank Uruha for it. He and the rest of his slut buddies of the j-rock world....along with the Queen of all whores...Aki. Well anyway I thought it would just be me and Uru but then I saw all them. At first I kept my distance but then he came over and the first thing he said was..."Those shoes a fierce." and our friendship started from there. Finding friends with good fashion sense is hard to come by but he is a keeper. I dialed his number and I'm greeted with loud moans. I'm not bothered by this. Its like everytime I call him I catch him like this.

"Saki...I'm bored..."

"W--want me...to come....over later..." he said panting.

"Yeah...bring movies."

"Ru...we've watched.....everything...fuuck right there.....I we--nt out...shop--ping today...I could...ahh....bring over...the cl--othes and model....them...ngh...for you."

"Okay...the door will be unlocked. You can let yourself in. Oh and by the way...Saki?"

"Fuck! Yea?"

"You’re a whore."

"You know it." I ended the call and sat back on the couch. This day was soo uneventful. I mean sure I got free clothes today but....that was it. If a certain someone was here, we could be fucking and I would be focused on more important things...

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Ruru darling I'm home!" Well it’s about damn time! I thought he'd never show up.

"What took so long?"

"Ni~Ya wanted to go for round three and you know me....I couldn't say no." he said smiling. His skin is still flushed and the faint smell of sex was coming off him.

"You a slave to the rod...you know that right?" He flopped on my couch with this dreamy look on his face.

"I know....and it feels great!"

"Whore. You’re not even dating him."

"That’s the fun part. I have absolutely no commitment to that man what so ever and I love it know why? Huh do you know? Guess!"

"Saki you’re acting like a 5yr old."

"Just guess."

"I don't why?"

"Cuz! I also get to fuck Ruka and a few minutes ago it was Satoshi too. I swear he's the best!"

"....wait... I thought you were with Ni~Ya just now...”

"That's why I was so late. After I left him I ran into him on the way here and we started fucking in an alley...."

"Whore...." I said dryly.

"You’re just jealous."

"Damn right."

"Anyway.....look at all the clothes I bought today!" He brought a total of 20 bags...I don't know how he managed to carry all that stuff all day. He had bags from Gucci, Prada, Dolachi and Gobana, Chanel, Tiffany, Bulgari, Armani...every top brand name designer you could possibly think of...it was sitting in my living room.

"You know we're in a recession right?"

"What's that?" I looked at him with a blank expression....never mind. How he manages to fool the world I will never know but he can be very clueless when there are no cameras around.

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Now after seeing Sakito in his various amounts a clothes, jewelry and accessories I am getting sleepy. He has to be getting sleepy too. With all the sex he's probably had today.

Ruru...can I stay the night please?"

"There is nowhere for you to sleep...except the couch." I said yawning.

"Your bed...c'mon Ru please?"

"No, last time you were trying to fuck me!"

"I was sleep! I didn't know. I promise it won't happen this time." I looked at him and he starts pouting...Like freaking....did people grow up learning to do the Toshiya pout? This shit isn't fair. I blew and rolled my eyes.

"Fine...but the second I feel you dick you’re sleeping on the couch." He hugged me and we went to bed. I turned off the light and we got under the covers and he turned facing me.

"So have you found another boyfriend yet?" Oh yea...he doesn't know about me and Kyo. Should I tell him? Pfft hell no....that would be like telling the world. If I wanted the world to know I would just tell Toshiya.

"Uh no...Actually I started talking to my ex recently and now he thinks I'm using him..."

"Who's your ex?"

"Kyo...." I felt him sit up slowly and I turned the light back on.

"Kyo as in Kyo of Dir en grey Kyo or just some random guy whose name happens to be Kyo...."

"Kyo as in Kyo from Dir en grey..."

"WHAT THE FUCK!!! I've been trying to ride his dick for months now! What the fuck Ruki?"

"What?!" I actually feel scared. Saki doesn't like it when people have things...or people that he wants and can't get.

"You never told me you knew him!"

"You never asked and besides...we dated a land time ago."

"Well?!" he said.

"Well what?"

"What's sex with Kyo like? Tell me all the details. How big is his dick? How thick is it? Does it go deep? What's his cum taste like?"

O______o;;

Are these questions that you should ask somebody? "Saki shut up already. I'm not telling you anything so keep fantasizing...."

"Fuck you Ruki." he said. He turned over and threw the covers over his head.

"Love you too dear." I said and turned the light off again. It's much later when I wake up to the bed moving a little and soft pants and moans coming from the other side of the bed.

"Saki....you okay." He doesn't answer me so I turned him over and I hear him say Kyo's name and then there's cum on my cheek and chin.....He is going to DIE!! Like that is so fucking nasty. He could have told me he was jacking off!

"I'm sorry Ruru...." he said panting. He sat up and licked it all off my face. If I wasn't so mad about it I would have found that very hot.

"Whore."

"You know it...” he said and turned back over. Damn....now I'm hard....I poked him on the arm and he looked back at me..."Hey Saki...suck me off."

"Okay!" He pushed me down and quickly pulled my pants and boxers off and swallowed me whole in one go...This night just got a little better

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TBC

A/N: Sorry that took so long. I was having trouble with the right words.....I still think it came out like crap and I'm sorry I subjected you all to this shitty chapter.

fanfic, rated r, pg-13, dir en grey, letting you go, angst, nightmare, the gazette

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