Oct 23, 2010 05:40
On a somewhat lighter note, what brought on the previous post has been a combination of weeks of feelings and emotions but the breaking point was my brand new 1 TB hard drive slowly dying.
I've lost a lot of files.
Luckily, I managed to save my photos and videos from the UK and the rest of my photos that I don't have backed up, so the things I have lost can be got again but still.
What I've lost (unless by some mircale I manage to recover it)
-Nearly 300 gigs of TV [ie: Doctor Who, Torchwood, Sarah Jane Adventures, Ashes to Ashes, Life on Mars, Sherlock, Granada Sherlock Holmes (which I just got), Glee (which I was in the middle of watching), Supernatural (series 1-5 half done downloading), V, Lost, Invader Zim (bloody hard to find) and more I can't remember at 5.30am)]
-My textures library
-Stacks of unsorted Images
-My itunes album art
I'm doubly annoyed that the videos which are still ok, are all the Anime and stuff I have backed up and don't really care about anymore. I've lost all the stuff I really cared about video wise.
I'm still slowly moving things off the hard drive that aren't lost but the drive is dying.
IT'S BRAND FUCKING NEW! I only got the thing on Monday, spent 2 days moving EVERYTHING I had onto it so I could format my old hard drives and fix my laptop's issues and it goes and dies on me taking with it the only thing that's saving my sanity right now.
The throught of downloading ALL. OF. THAT. AGAIN makes me cry.
I'm going to try and save what I can but added with everything else going on in my head and in my life, this was the last straw. I feel a breakdown happening.
My icon making mojo is also gone. I signed up for 2 challenges both of which I've failed at completing.
I just don't feel like doing anything these other than watching stuff and reading fic.
This fucking sucks... T_T
emo post is emo,
drama-llama,
early mid-life crisis,
real life