WOW haven't wrote in awhile
hm last time i wrote was thursday..ill give u a quick recap of my weekend
Friday-Saturday went to philly to watch my brother race & see my 2nd cousins.Fun stuff i love my brother mike hes soo funny i can't wait till he comes home.((tiff got her permit.shes grownin up so fast))
Sunday-we won our ship game.I was soo proud of the girls.Even the younger 1s really pulled through i was soo happy.I played good in net. sorta..Mr.boatman said he thought i did a really good job.
Sunday nite was our last game EVER! with the seniors.I wanted to cry but didn't cause i felt dumb seeing as how like i never played varsity with them i didn't feel like i was a part of there thing or w/e you wanna call it.I can't belieave how close i got to all them.Like i know i can go to wik kayla & aung for anything.oh man.i dunno & plus i didn't wanna look like an idiot if i cried.Kayla was soo funny tryin 2 make every1 cry.I got a really good picture with all the seniors.((my desktop picture right now))
ANYWAYS!! monday was stupid i hate mondays.i was tired as all hell.Goalie training im getting alot better im like more..into it now then i was.Its gona be soo hard for the girls to trust me.I mean wik is an amazing goalie.Im soo nervous about varsity tryouts already.Not like a day goes by that i don't worry about them soo much.Im glad i got alot closer to the soccer girls this year.it makes a big different at school my mood is alot better & i play alot better.Every1 keeps saying im getting alot better.So i was really thinking last nite do i really wanna play net or the feild and i thought if i want any1 to follow in wik i want it to be me.Only because i wanna show every1 up and prove to the whole team that i am a good goalie.I got it.Its just hard knownin every1 is either waitin 4 u to get hurt.waitin 4 u to quit or just waitin 4 game time and seeing how bad i really am...i dunno it would help alot if more people pushed me.MY team mates. but i figure if they don't want to encourage me more then i guess im gona have to go out there and PROVE EVERYONE WRONG. i dunno that kinda has been bugging me.hopefully this summer on Mr.Ns team ill get alot better.and plus hannah soph & civ r on the team and they'll i dunno...i dunno what i want.I can not wait till i get my car and i can just go and play at west.oh and judy came in after her softball praitice shes really good this summer im gona make her come and shoot on me and shit.Hopefully m-doggy will come and run with me cause i need some1 faster than me to push me and shit i mean she doesn't have to but it would be good if she did.The 1 thing that sorta made me upset was today when Molly said its gona be really hard who ever is in net next year.Cause me & wik have been playing together for 5 years & we just sorta of knew what was going on.i was i dunno i don;t wanna say hurt because thats stupid cause shes right. i can't get mad at that.Im just glad me & judy became such good friends. i really think id go crazy without her this year.i dunno im going to do my homework.hopefuly ill write tomorrow...who knows!
I dunno thats really long.It prob. sounds like im bitching but im not
Friday-Saturday went to philly to watch my brother race & see my 2nd cousins.Fun stuff i love my brother mike hes soo funny i can't wait till he comes home.((tiff got her permit.shes grownin up so fast))
Sunday-we won our ship game.I was soo proud of the girls.Even the younger 1s really pulled through i was soo happy.I played good in net. sorta..Mr.boatman said he thought i did a really good job.
Sunday nite was our last game EVER! with the seniors.I wanted to cry but didn't cause i felt dumb seeing as how like i never played varsity with them i didn't feel like i was a part of there thing or w/e you wanna call it.I can't belieave how close i got to all them.Like i know i can go to wik kayla & aung for anything.oh man.i dunno & plus i didn't wanna look like an idiot if i cried.Kayla was soo funny tryin 2 make every1 cry.I got a really good picture with all the seniors.((my desktop picture right now))
ANYWAYS!! monday was stupid i hate mondays.i was tired as all hell.Goalie training im getting alot better im like more..into it now then i was.Its gona be soo hard for the girls to trust me.I mean wik is an amazing goalie.Im soo nervous about varsity tryouts already.Not like a day goes by that i don't worry about them soo much.Im glad i got alot closer to the soccer girls this year.it makes a big different at school my mood is alot better & i play alot better.Every1 keeps saying im getting alot better.So i was really thinking last nite do i really wanna play net or the feild and i thought if i want any1 to follow in wik i want it to be me.Only because i wanna show every1 up and prove to the whole team that i am a good goalie.I got it.Its just hard knownin every1 is either waitin 4 u to get hurt.waitin 4 u to quit or just waitin 4 game time and seeing how bad i really am...i dunno it would help alot if more people pushed me.MY team mates. but i figure if they don't want to encourage me more then i guess im gona have to go out there and PROVE EVERYONE WRONG. i dunno that kinda has been bugging me.hopefully this summer on Mr.Ns team ill get alot better.and plus hannah soph & civ r on the team and they'll i dunno...i dunno what i want.I can not wait till i get my car and i can just go and play at west.oh and judy came in after her softball praitice shes really good this summer im gona make her come and shoot on me and shit.Hopefully m-doggy will come and run with me cause i need some1 faster than me to push me and shit i mean she doesn't have to but it would be good if she did.The 1 thing that sorta made me upset was today when Molly said its gona be really hard who ever is in net next year.Cause me & wik have been playing together for 5 years & we just sorta of knew what was going on.i was i dunno i don;t wanna say hurt because thats stupid cause shes right. i can't get mad at that.Im just glad me & judy became such good friends. i really think id go crazy without her this year.i dunno im going to do my homework.hopefuly ill write tomorrow...who knows!
I dunno thats really long.It prob. sounds like im bitching but im not