Apr 19, 2005 20:23
Okay well..tomorrow one of the weirdest days of my life.Started off fine 1st period but for some reason every1 kept asking me what the fuck was wrong i was like wtf i wanted to punch some1 so bad. i went out in the hall way and i punched the lockers 2 times & mr.ryan came out and was like o..what are you doing? and i was like going to Mr.Boatmans room.So i sat there for a little calmed down then came back down and it started over again.I got mad at tiff a lil but we're okay now.Seeing As how tomorrows 420.....me & steph 57 years together and shes not here.I miss her! i tired to call her but then chance called and he was like some dude picked up your phone earlier and it was this xxxxxx bf of mine Matt and i didn't know he picked it up so he flipped out as normal and i was pretty much told him off and was like well if you wanna act like a 5 year old when your 19 years old go ahead call me when your down flipping out and i told him it was over.and i wont answer his calls.Hes such a shit fuck.But i know i ALWAYS say ill move on but.. fucking somethin about him. i really just want a bf long term like me and chance once were.......so i can be like listen dip shit back uP! lol hm
Steph called me back & i miss her & shes gona try and come next friday....OMG THAT'D BE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!