psychos!!!!!
So I guess Doug finally felt comfortable enough with me to break it to me about how fucked up he is. I've had a great time with him this whole time, he is so sweet and caring and great and we get along and he has made me happy and giddy. We were gonna hang out last night at 9:45, then he said 10, so one of my myspace friends wanted to go get a drink somewhere. This was at 8 so I went and did that. He was cool, we drank and bitched about crazy ex's and people and bumfights and being total computer geeks. It was good times. Then Doug finally calls me at 10:30 and I tell him I'm chillen at a bar with my friend Justin. He sounded weirded out but I left to go pick him up. So he's texting me while I'm going over there and I was texting with Justin too. So Doug comes over and he's all upset and pissy that I met someone from myspace to have a drink with. It's not like we're together. I told him I wanted to meet friends cuz he's the only person I hang out with here. I wasn't being a bitch at all even tho he was being extremely unreasonable and ridiculous. So he goes outside to smoke and is gone for a long time, he was talkin to his best buddy about me and whatever. Then I get a text message from Justin so I go to check it and Doug's like "ARE YOU TEXTING?!?!??!! Ugh fuck this Renee, no fuck this I'm outta here." and storms out. WTF IS THAT!?!?!
Yeah he told me he's in love with me but those jealously issues are a bit much dont you think?? Gah I didn't do anything wrong at all! He was like "What if you called me and I was at a bar with a girl?" Um I wouldn't care. Having a drink and talking is innocent. I've talked and drank with my fucking grandma. So whatever. I'm sad kinda cuz he was cool but now I know he's pretty fuckin crazy messed up.
WHY DO I KEEP GETTING INVOLVED WITH PSYCHOS?!?!?!?!
Seriously!!!!!! At least Justin is cool and wants to hang out some more. I asked him straight up if he had any fucked up issues or was psychotic. He seems pretty stable to me as of now but whatever. We'll see.
I went to the mall today to shop cuz that always makes me feel better. This guy came up to me, one of those people trying to sell magazines to get points for them to do something special. But we ended up talking for quite a while. He thanked me for being awesome and friendly and having a personality which is rare in this town. We joked about psycho ex's and stuff, it was cool. I ended up buying a subscription of Disney magazine for a childrens hospital and he said since I was awesome he'd renew my Maxim, Stuff and throw in Penthouse cuz I'm the shit. Aw yeah. I do good for charity for getting porn. What a win/win situation!
