May 12, 2004 15:16
Well here it is..2 days before prom! And all i can say is...
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so insanely excited. I have SO much to do tomorrow...like wow!
BUT most of all i think what i am excited baout the most...
besides of course
-dressing up
-how pretty my dress is
-how pretty i think I look in that dress
-the whole idea behind prom
-taking the pictures with my date
what i am most excited about is ...
going with lenny! hehe =D what do u expect..i love the guy and cant wait to spend on of the greatest mights of my high school career and life with! I know its all cliche the idea behind prom but i guess thats just my problem =P
Ive learned a lot recently...
the one thing that has hit me hard is this: life and people change. You meet new people, and you need to learn about them - but by the time you learn all you need to...they change on ya! But here i am trying my damned hardest to learn all i an as fast as i can!
I have also learned that i love lenny so much...and i am so insanly scared of losing him or screwing up things like every other relationship has turned out that im turning all stupid! Its my fault, and i need to calm down and realize that we have something amazing so just enjoy it all now. Dont get wrapped up in the negative shit and have fun!!! WOW i love him A LOT too...hes making my prom dream come true and anyone who really knows me knows how importnat that dream is to me....its coming true =)
Well im gonna chill, make soime appointments for 2morrow and get ready for work. later taters love ya lenny =* muah
and babe: leave a comment LoL
-xoxox stine