Up and thinking...all night!
I will know that forever and always there will always be someone better then me! it just..it seems..it feels...I feel like i will never be good enough for people!!
Not pretty enough
not smart enough
not skinny enough
not intresting enough
not a good enough friend
not a good enough girlfriend
theres always someone else they want...ALWAYS someone else
it hurts to think that im good for right not but when someone else comes along who is better then me, il be dropped!
im not good enough to be fantasied about, or believed beautiful! I will never be what they want...because there is ALWAYS someone better!
theres something bothering me! Something that i should talk about and i just cant!! I need to get it out of my system..my mind! Or else my emotions will exploid again and then it will be an emoptional break down
=( im off to lay down and pray for the best...that things will be ok and that i will find someone/some people who are happy with me and just me
Not pretty enough
not smart enough
not skinny enough
not intresting enough
not a good enough friend
not a good enough girlfriend
theres always someone else they want...ALWAYS someone else
it hurts to think that im good for right not but when someone else comes along who is better then me, il be dropped!
im not good enough to be fantasied about, or believed beautiful! I will never be what they want...because there is ALWAYS someone better!
theres something bothering me! Something that i should talk about and i just cant!! I need to get it out of my system..my mind! Or else my emotions will exploid again and then it will be an emoptional break down
=( im off to lay down and pray for the best...that things will be ok and that i will find someone/some people who are happy with me and just me