tonight
after a pointless day, i went to get lindsey. she walked home from my house maybe to a pay phone, after i said to her jokingly to wake home. whatever thats my life. it sucks i felt bad, but if she really wanted to walk home who was i to stop her.
Then jess comes over and we do nothing, like always. and it just got to me. she has no money and anything i wanna do she says is a waste of what little money she has. But nothing in life is free.
jenny is pregnant, and never calls me back.
i am to shy to go make new friends.
laura is dating ian, and i dont wanna bud in on that.
Jeff wont call me back, and he is one of the only people i really wanna talk to and hang out with.
Curt (after how he treated me) wants to be my friend if its ok with his girlfriend, i'll pass on that.
i wish i was not shy and i could go to a new place and meet new friends. But it does not work. plus i have no hobbies that are worth joining a club.
My life was getting better, and now that its not moving....all i can think about is getting a new job. I know that sounds dumb, but if i get a new job, something will be going right in my life......
i am trying to get a hold of jamie...but i dont have her #......
i called julie, she did not call me back.
ya, i dont want to but i still miss jeff.
Then jess comes over and we do nothing, like always. and it just got to me. she has no money and anything i wanna do she says is a waste of what little money she has. But nothing in life is free.
jenny is pregnant, and never calls me back.
i am to shy to go make new friends.
laura is dating ian, and i dont wanna bud in on that.
Jeff wont call me back, and he is one of the only people i really wanna talk to and hang out with.
Curt (after how he treated me) wants to be my friend if its ok with his girlfriend, i'll pass on that.
i wish i was not shy and i could go to a new place and meet new friends. But it does not work. plus i have no hobbies that are worth joining a club.
My life was getting better, and now that its not moving....all i can think about is getting a new job. I know that sounds dumb, but if i get a new job, something will be going right in my life......
i am trying to get a hold of jamie...but i dont have her #......
i called julie, she did not call me back.
ya, i dont want to but i still miss jeff.