*sigh*
I'm really depressed with how my life is right now. I really miss Eryn and I wish she would talk to me. It is more than obvious I made the wrong choice. I never should have had any doubt. I guess you live and learn but this is a lesson I didn't want. I don't want to settle anymore and I don't want to be any ones second choice. I want to be #1 all the time. I want a real relationship...the traditional kind. I want someone whos going to hold my hand and tell me I'm beautiful. Someone who will call me for no reason .... just to hear my voice. I want someone who is going to love me. All of me. Is that to much to ask for? Is that guy even out there?