i made a huge mistake
and now i cant fix it. im sad and hurt and i feel like a fool. why are guys such assholes? i should have listened to eryn from the start. she was right all along. i wish i could take everything back. i want to forget any of it happened and i cant. eryn wont even talk to me. why dont i listen? what is it about me that makes people treat me like crap? why dont i use my head instead of listening to my heart?