And this is all for today

Oct 19, 2005 13:42

I read others peoples shit. Must say it's pretty interesting at times. Not all the time. It does piss me off at how many boys claim me as their friend until I break the news that platonicness is all I want. That their dick just isn't what I had on the itenerary. They sure as hell don't call anymore. It's becoming a trend. Watch out, Paris! ( Read more... )

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panique_de_nuit October 20 2005, 06:42:54 UTC
I second that last post 100%...

I'm really not going to say anything in my defense. You hurt me once. I got over it, we were BOTH in the wrong and now I cant get myself back in that mindset of liking you. More than a friend that is. I love how you can say what you want, and really feel confident with your stand point.

I dont hate you, dotn want to play games with you, dont want to date you, do want to be friends with you, dont want to have a boyfriend right now, dont want to fuck anyone, do want to strenghten my ties with andrew and other friends... and really am not going to deal with one ounce of bs from anyone... not that you're giving any, just in general.

I really am sorry that you feel like i brought you up and then just left you there in mid air. i can see how you feel like that, but you did come into my life in a flash after just being gone for a while, and after doing the same to me. so i hope you gain the most from this and learn from whatever.

if you hate me, thats alright
if you love me, thats alright too

im just living right now... for myself. please understand

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crazynluv October 20 2005, 19:35:22 UTC
You weren't the bastard I was referring to in this entry.

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panique_de_nuit October 20 2005, 21:25:36 UTC
and now i feel like an idiot...

i forgot that he was going to LA too... i thought this was based off of the email you sent me via myspace. god im a dork...

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panique_de_nuit October 20 2005, 21:26:37 UTC
howabout we NEVER talk via livejournal again

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