And this is all for today
I read others peoples shit. Must say it's pretty interesting at times. Not all the time. It does piss me off at how many boys claim me as their friend until I break the news that platonicness is all I want. That their dick just isn't what I had on the itenerary. They sure as hell don't call anymore. It's becoming a trend. Watch out, Paris! It's really disconcerting that Etienne can go and visit his ex-boyfriend all the way in San Diego, but I can't even maintain plans with mine. He always picks me up when he feels.. well.. whatever he does and then when I think it's okay.. I kinda return the favor, but surprise! he's over the moment as usual. Why do I waste my time with such a bastard? I guess because at one time I loved him and a part of me still feels like it's the curtious thing to do. Well fuck him. Just get to L.A. already. I have a cuddle date tonight. I think he's fun. The boy is leaving for the Air Force soon. That's not going to go very far. At least I won't have to sleep on the floor tonight. Holla. Everybody wants to bitch about people on drugs. Well... you're on drugs to so shut up. I mean.. who isn't? Isn't everybody addicted to something? Pot, Meth, Pain Killers, Men... ? I mean... where do you draw the line? Every addict has an opinion.