012. What the future holds
Title: What the future holds
Genre: angst, wtf hopeful, drama, What is emotion
Pairing: Hey!Say!7 minus Keito
A/n: I wrote this...2 months ago. Yes hopeful me dafuq. I feel like crying now. (/A ;) /rolls on the floor sdlkjg
Ryutaro stretched out his hand to the sky and pretended to grasp something while he continued to lie silently on the rooftop of their school building. The lyrics of the songs he used to sing played along his mind as his grasp tightened. He shutted his eyes closed and brought his hand back behind his hand and rsighed.
He knew what he did was wrong. But curiousity killed the cat. He chose the wrong set of peers.He was careless. He was selfish. He made a mistake and now he's being punished for everything he did wrong. 5 months is long. Longer than those RPG games he used to play while resting after their rehearsals. He missed the endless screams of his name by his fans, Seeing a wave of uchiwas in front of him, Hikaru's endless stories, Keito silently strumming his guitar at one corner, Yuto taping his lap like a drum while talking to everyone, Daiki goofing around with Takaki, Inoo's annoying voice, Yamada running after him, Yabu always being the big brother scolding everybody then joining them few minutes later, Chinen who would always sneak and steal his DS or PSP whenever he steps out of the dressing room...basically he missed his groupmates, he missed his friends his own family.
"2 more months huh?" He softly muttered.
The thought of never coming back crossed his mind not only once or twice. Maybe it's better if we leave it this way is what he always thought. He caused them a lot of trouble and made them worry so much. And Of all the people, he knew Shintaro was the one dealing with this issue the hardest. He felt sorry for his younger brother.
"Ah!... He's here"
Ryutaro's eyes opened upon hearing familiar voices suddenly emerging from the door.
One by one his friends appeared. Chinen, Yamada and Yuto consecutively flashed him a toothy smile.
"Hey!" Yuto waved at him.
Yamada grinned and threw his arms around Ryutaro giving him a noogie. "Hey! Stop it" the youngest member yelled trying to free himself from Yamada. "Why are you guys here?"
"Let's go eat lunch together" Chinen said raising a plastic bag filled with bentos
Ryutaro turned his back from them and shoved his hands in his pocket" Aren't I not allowed to speak to you guys since I'm suspended?" He asked.
"Well...we aren't here as your group member..." Yuto walked infront of his younger friend "We're here as your school mates, your school friends so..."
"The reason for us to talk is valid" Chinen finished Yuto's statement and sat on the floor followed by Yamada who automatically reached out for his bento.
The youngest boy blinked several times and watched them as they started acting like how they are during rehearsals or whenever they hang out together when he was still with them. Yuto gave him a pat and smiled, before sitting beside Chinen and playing with the chopsticks. Never did they treat him indifferently.
Yamada stood up and dragged him to the little circle Yuto and Chinen had formed and gave him a good 'ol friendly slapped on the back "Stop, spacing out and let's eat.."
"Eh?"
The tallest boy handed him his favorite bento and chopstick before he started talking about how envious Keito would feel when they tell him that the four of them ate lunch together. Ryutaro chuckled and opened his food.
"We'll be waiting for you Ryu" Chinen stared at Ryutaro with a stern face.
Yamada put down his chopstick and nodded "Come back and we'll have some fun again. "
"All 10 of us" Yuto finally said.
Ryutaro felt a lump on his throat. He didnt want to cry. It wasn't his nature. It wasn't him if he cried. He didnt want to tell them that he was thinking of quiting the job altogether. But seeing these faces made him think other wise. There was still a chance. Maybe.
END
Genre: angst, wtf hopeful, drama, What is emotion
Pairing: Hey!Say!7 minus Keito
A/n: I wrote this...2 months ago. Yes hopeful me dafuq. I feel like crying now. (/A ;) /rolls on the floor sdlkjg
Ryutaro stretched out his hand to the sky and pretended to grasp something while he continued to lie silently on the rooftop of their school building. The lyrics of the songs he used to sing played along his mind as his grasp tightened. He shutted his eyes closed and brought his hand back behind his hand and rsighed.
He knew what he did was wrong. But curiousity killed the cat. He chose the wrong set of peers.He was careless. He was selfish. He made a mistake and now he's being punished for everything he did wrong. 5 months is long. Longer than those RPG games he used to play while resting after their rehearsals. He missed the endless screams of his name by his fans, Seeing a wave of uchiwas in front of him, Hikaru's endless stories, Keito silently strumming his guitar at one corner, Yuto taping his lap like a drum while talking to everyone, Daiki goofing around with Takaki, Inoo's annoying voice, Yamada running after him, Yabu always being the big brother scolding everybody then joining them few minutes later, Chinen who would always sneak and steal his DS or PSP whenever he steps out of the dressing room...basically he missed his groupmates, he missed his friends his own family.
"2 more months huh?" He softly muttered.
The thought of never coming back crossed his mind not only once or twice. Maybe it's better if we leave it this way is what he always thought. He caused them a lot of trouble and made them worry so much. And Of all the people, he knew Shintaro was the one dealing with this issue the hardest. He felt sorry for his younger brother.
"Ah!... He's here"
Ryutaro's eyes opened upon hearing familiar voices suddenly emerging from the door.
One by one his friends appeared. Chinen, Yamada and Yuto consecutively flashed him a toothy smile.
"Hey!" Yuto waved at him.
Yamada grinned and threw his arms around Ryutaro giving him a noogie. "Hey! Stop it" the youngest member yelled trying to free himself from Yamada. "Why are you guys here?"
"Let's go eat lunch together" Chinen said raising a plastic bag filled with bentos
Ryutaro turned his back from them and shoved his hands in his pocket" Aren't I not allowed to speak to you guys since I'm suspended?" He asked.
"Well...we aren't here as your group member..." Yuto walked infront of his younger friend "We're here as your school mates, your school friends so..."
"The reason for us to talk is valid" Chinen finished Yuto's statement and sat on the floor followed by Yamada who automatically reached out for his bento.
The youngest boy blinked several times and watched them as they started acting like how they are during rehearsals or whenever they hang out together when he was still with them. Yuto gave him a pat and smiled, before sitting beside Chinen and playing with the chopsticks. Never did they treat him indifferently.
Yamada stood up and dragged him to the little circle Yuto and Chinen had formed and gave him a good 'ol friendly slapped on the back "Stop, spacing out and let's eat.."
"Eh?"
The tallest boy handed him his favorite bento and chopstick before he started talking about how envious Keito would feel when they tell him that the four of them ate lunch together. Ryutaro chuckled and opened his food.
"We'll be waiting for you Ryu" Chinen stared at Ryutaro with a stern face.
Yamada put down his chopstick and nodded "Come back and we'll have some fun again. "
"All 10 of us" Yuto finally said.
Ryutaro felt a lump on his throat. He didnt want to cry. It wasn't his nature. It wasn't him if he cried. He didnt want to tell them that he was thinking of quiting the job altogether. But seeing these faces made him think other wise. There was still a chance. Maybe.
END