Relationships are too much effort sometime. They drain everything from you.

You know what hurts most? Knowing you've hurt someone you love and not being able to take it back. No matter what you say or do those images and words will be seared in one of our brains for so, so long. That one time (but not the only time) I allowed myself to be an asshole, would end up biting me in the fucking heart and pouring salt on my wounds ( Read more... )

 
Get out of my fucking head
Stop acting like you live there
Stop judging the cover of the book you've never read
Life is abstract, you see it as a square

I'm so angry that I can't even see
but i'm not blind, I realize you're trying to take everything
in hoping to build me up to some better human being
but that's just not me, and i won't back down
I won't ( Read more... )

There needs to stop being fucking funerals with people I know.

RIP  Mr. Cooper, Kevin Sweeney, and Jeremy Frye.

Okay I'm putting my iTunes on shuffle... and writing about the first 10 songs...

1. Landslide - Smashing Pumpkins

Well, Ive been afraid of changing cause ive
Built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And Im getting older, too

A classic song, metaphorically amazing.

2. When the President Talks To God - Bright Eyes

When the ( Read more... )

i hide somewhere behind someplace i can't even find
did you find the map for me
searching for directions, searching for the key

mine such a rhythmic mind
i know your creativity has rested in a place for some time
but all it consists of are other ways of hiding
you and me are so much alike

where do you keep your secret stash of emotions, invisible
i believe ( Read more... )

     I remember that first picture I showed him. I remember the pants I was wearing in the photo. I've grown out of them just like I've grown out of him. I knew this couldn't last forever, I knew I'd have to turn him down one day. I miss you buddy, but you'll always be my best friend.