It has been just way, way, too long since I've updated ( Read more... )

Well, my (what has it been... three weeks?  Yeah.  Let's go with that.) third week of Project ME has come to and end.  It is time to review.  Okay, it's way past time for reviewing but I guess that is part of the review, now, isn't it.

Actually, outside of the whole blogging my progress part, which I will be the first to admit is not happening as it ( Read more... )

The first week of Project ME is now in the record books.  Well, it would be if there were a record, and an actual book to keep the record in, but I digress.  There have ups and downs, highs and lows, peaks and valleys and all manner of direction words yet to be used.  I shall try to hit a few of the highlights in the spirit of honest appraisal.

Let' ( Read more... )

I spent quite a long time last night, Saturday night, thinking about why I had let myself slip into habits I was working, more or less successfully at breaking for months.  I came up with several, but when it gets right down to it they all boiled down to feeling rejected and, worse, feeling that I deserved that rejection.  I don't deserve it, but ( Read more... )