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Wow, long time since last post ^^; oh wells. These past couple of weeks have been an emotional yoyo. Quite predicably I got upset with Dave the first night back and ended up crying and talking to Laura K. Went out twice during freshers and both times ended up going home quite early with Dave, the first time because it was a total crush and Dave was a bit drunk and the second because I was too drunk but all ended up well, Dave gets really sentimental when he's drunk. Alas! Friday was to high point. Weekend was boring, weekdays are busy. I went to Zanzibar on Monday but really didn't feel like it, and not just because Dave didn't go. I was promised Dave time on Tuesday but he went and got a social life! He went rock-climbing with Harry and then on Wednesday went on a rock-climbing social so I've seen him very little, I had to tell him 'On thursday you are going to watch a DVD with me' and he did but the night didn't turn out as I'd planned - when the film finished Rich and Matt came in and asked Dave if he wanted to play kitchen cricket, after being subjected to the dirtiest look I could muster Dave declined but later on when we were doing stuff there was a knock on the door, It was Rich and he really wanted to talk to Dave and refused to go away. The night ended in me getting upset and crying (again) and trying to break up with Dave, lucky he's so dense, he didn't get what I was trying to do and was really nice and comforting. Friday was girly, it consisted of me, Jo and Laura K talking for hours while Hetal was a home and Suzi at work. Yesterday we went to town and today I'm going swimming. So there's the rundown of the past 2 weeks, I know it's mostly about Dave and for this I apologise.
I was distressed last week to hear the Mel's having a hard time and after reading her LJ I see it's true, just know that my heart is with you and if you need me I'm just at the other end of a phone. It will get easier. Try doing what I did, embrace the new rather than cling on the the old - I now do things that I never thought I'd do;like go out clubbing! It's good to hold on to the old but don't let it dictate everything. I know how hard this sounds to do but it's all I can say. Also, I hope you get well soon <3
I was distressed last week to hear the Mel's having a hard time and after reading her LJ I see it's true, just know that my heart is with you and if you need me I'm just at the other end of a phone. It will get easier. Try doing what I did, embrace the new rather than cling on the the old - I now do things that I never thought I'd do;like go out clubbing! It's good to hold on to the old but don't let it dictate everything. I know how hard this sounds to do but it's all I can say. Also, I hope you get well soon <3