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Wow, I've had some two weeks, one again extreme lows, extreme highs, extreme sugar highs, plenty of alcohol, girl time and of course, lots of revision *coffcoff*
To my great annoyance my friends have taken this rain fetish thing too far, I can't remember if I've told you about this, but they think I have a rain fetish and start to do a rain dance everytime they here the song horny, but its been rining almost constantly for the past few days and I haven't heard the end of it, Phil took delight in the one comment he made because he claims that he never gets to tease me for anything. Yes Phil, nothing except boys in showers, twincest, koala porn, snail porn and Amsterdam. Bully. But I suppose he doesn't tease me as much as everyone else because he never comes out of his room nowadays. Jo has been making both me and Dave pretty uncomfortable with all these winkwinknudgenudge comments though. With me and Dave we reached a bit of a low when I had to ask him the important questions. I had been talking to Hetal the night before (which was scary because she was a bit drunk and wouldn't let me leave until I'd unloaded everything on her) she convinced me to talk to him and though I'd been planning al day what I was going to say I ended up asking the two important questions: 1) Do you still like me 2) Do you still want me to be your girlfriend and I got two confused yeses but when I left it felt like he'd completely missed the point and it got to me being paranoid then I got to him ignoring me. Hetal also told me to be assertive and I'm getting better at it, the other day I told Jo to shut up and also told her that I was happy with the way I looked and to stop messing with the way I got dressed (which sounds like a wierd thing but it's a repeat offence, just because I ask you for advice about hair, make up and fashion it does not mean you can tell me how to get dressed).
We've been having lots of girly time, last tuesday the five of us (Me, Jo, Suzi, Laura and Hetal) went to a cokctail bar we like, which maybe wasn't the best idea because me and Laura had besically been drinking since our exam the previous day (I was fine because I'd been drinking slowly enough to not to have felt anything and it was only alcopops, it was the sunny weather that made us do it, we're all agreed that sunny weather makes us want to sit outside and drink, I didn't even feel the 5 White russians I had and they're not exactly weak) We talked about pretty personal stuff that we wouldn't have ever said around the boys assuming that we all understood that what happens in time stays in time, but laura was drunk enough to relay much of what we said to Rich. We all know rich is a little gossip queen and when we asked Laura what she had told him, we just wanted to know what he knew, she gave me a funny sideways look before looking at her shoes and claiming that she didn't remember but probably more than she should have. Whatever. I just noticed that all this Laura talk might be a bit confusing, if you didn't get it, I'm talking about the Laura what I live with who's boyfriend is also called rich ^^;
Ysterday evening I felt very couply with Dave, more than I ever have sober which is a definite step forward. According to Suzi he kept trying to touch me, like, me knee when I had my legs up on his knee or touching me with his feet (In a nice caressy way, not a stinky feet way) then he was sitting on my lap holding my hands and stuff it was all very sweet *^^* But I have to leave him alone today because he has an exam tomorrow. I've told him I'm going to teach him the basics of Salsa because he won't be at the ball T_T he doesn't seem too keen but I bet he'll enjoy it, just like he enjoyed jazz dancing with me.
Anyhoo, this post has gone far enough. toodleypipsqueak!
To my great annoyance my friends have taken this rain fetish thing too far, I can't remember if I've told you about this, but they think I have a rain fetish and start to do a rain dance everytime they here the song horny, but its been rining almost constantly for the past few days and I haven't heard the end of it, Phil took delight in the one comment he made because he claims that he never gets to tease me for anything. Yes Phil, nothing except boys in showers, twincest, koala porn, snail porn and Amsterdam. Bully. But I suppose he doesn't tease me as much as everyone else because he never comes out of his room nowadays. Jo has been making both me and Dave pretty uncomfortable with all these winkwinknudgenudge comments though. With me and Dave we reached a bit of a low when I had to ask him the important questions. I had been talking to Hetal the night before (which was scary because she was a bit drunk and wouldn't let me leave until I'd unloaded everything on her) she convinced me to talk to him and though I'd been planning al day what I was going to say I ended up asking the two important questions: 1) Do you still like me 2) Do you still want me to be your girlfriend and I got two confused yeses but when I left it felt like he'd completely missed the point and it got to me being paranoid then I got to him ignoring me. Hetal also told me to be assertive and I'm getting better at it, the other day I told Jo to shut up and also told her that I was happy with the way I looked and to stop messing with the way I got dressed (which sounds like a wierd thing but it's a repeat offence, just because I ask you for advice about hair, make up and fashion it does not mean you can tell me how to get dressed).
We've been having lots of girly time, last tuesday the five of us (Me, Jo, Suzi, Laura and Hetal) went to a cokctail bar we like, which maybe wasn't the best idea because me and Laura had besically been drinking since our exam the previous day (I was fine because I'd been drinking slowly enough to not to have felt anything and it was only alcopops, it was the sunny weather that made us do it, we're all agreed that sunny weather makes us want to sit outside and drink, I didn't even feel the 5 White russians I had and they're not exactly weak) We talked about pretty personal stuff that we wouldn't have ever said around the boys assuming that we all understood that what happens in time stays in time, but laura was drunk enough to relay much of what we said to Rich. We all know rich is a little gossip queen and when we asked Laura what she had told him, we just wanted to know what he knew, she gave me a funny sideways look before looking at her shoes and claiming that she didn't remember but probably more than she should have. Whatever. I just noticed that all this Laura talk might be a bit confusing, if you didn't get it, I'm talking about the Laura what I live with who's boyfriend is also called rich ^^;
Ysterday evening I felt very couply with Dave, more than I ever have sober which is a definite step forward. According to Suzi he kept trying to touch me, like, me knee when I had my legs up on his knee or touching me with his feet (In a nice caressy way, not a stinky feet way) then he was sitting on my lap holding my hands and stuff it was all very sweet *^^* But I have to leave him alone today because he has an exam tomorrow. I've told him I'm going to teach him the basics of Salsa because he won't be at the ball T_T he doesn't seem too keen but I bet he'll enjoy it, just like he enjoyed jazz dancing with me.
Anyhoo, this post has gone far enough. toodleypipsqueak!