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This is what I do. I latch. Onto the first girl that shows me affection without driving me crazy. I've gotten better about clinging, smothering, being paranoid, being jealous. But I still latch. I still allow myself to believe that I'm feeling something for some one.
I had to add that "without driving me crazy" part just now. Because this is actually the third girl since Allison that's "shown me affection". But still... I can't have feelings for her. That would be the worst idea I've had since...
I had to add that "without driving me crazy" part just now. Because this is actually the third girl since Allison that's "shown me affection". But still... I can't have feelings for her. That would be the worst idea I've had since...