May 15, 2006 18:03
i think right now i am looking for a catalyst. it's not like my life right now is boring. i love my friends and i love the time i spend with them. i see scott and brittaney almost daily and i like it that way. i can't believe we kinda lost touch for a little bit. mike and everyone at the A.P.Tizzile is fucking sweet. i'm less active which i am not liking that so much. i mean everyone hates doing stuff like work and chores. but honestly i think i miss that feeling of accomplishment. i feel though as if i am missing something. i need a spark in my life. i just don't know what.