summer love at it's finest....
this is a long overdue entry.
i have almost lost all motivation what-so-ever in life. no more career goals, therefor no drive to do well in almost any subject in school. and all that perpetuates the feeling. i guess the biggest probelme is not knowing anymore what i want to do. feeling like i can't live and succeed on my own. so right now i feel like i am going to be the world's biggest bum and accomplish nothing in my life. i feel pathetic. to top it all off a message recieved containing a trite paraphrase of one of the things that has meant the most to me. yay life right now!
i have almost lost all motivation what-so-ever in life. no more career goals, therefor no drive to do well in almost any subject in school. and all that perpetuates the feeling. i guess the biggest probelme is not knowing anymore what i want to do. feeling like i can't live and succeed on my own. so right now i feel like i am going to be the world's biggest bum and accomplish nothing in my life. i feel pathetic. to top it all off a message recieved containing a trite paraphrase of one of the things that has meant the most to me. yay life right now!