If you loved me you'd say

Nov 01, 2004 20:44


Its the coldest day in November.
   Its your birthday, you are one year smarter.
     You have the sweetest spirit,
        You have the kindest soul.
           You are a big teddy bear for someone to hold.
              You're like a second grandma to me.
                 My two are dead.
                     So to hear that you could be leavingme.
                        Makes my heart scream "NO!"
        You say aging is the pits.
          Yes, but cant you stick around wait till it gets better.
             Just stay a little longer,
               So someone and see me grow older.
                 So someone and say how proud of me they are.
                    And even if you do go,
                       You'll always be,
                          Save inside of me.
                             I'll never forget you.
                                Deep inside my heart.
                      And i will Pray,
                         One that cold weary day.
                             That you are happy, 
                                To see, 
                                   Your family.
                                      And i'll wait for the day,
                                         That you will say, 
                                             My name, the way 
                                                You did those days.

My mom and i took/take care of this elderly lady that goes to our church. We have bonded with her over the years and she has become like a family memeber to us. Like a second grandma to me. It is her 79th birthday today; we helped her celebrate last night. Well, today she was out with her daughter partying, and she was getting chest pains, and her left arm went numb. Her daughter took her to the hospital, and the doctor said there was nothing they could do for her. They said that her lungs and heart were really bad so they cant do anything, she will have more "episodes" and if she does, make her comfortable. And if she is to die, dont try to revive her, let her go.  And it makes me so sad. i think i am like cursed or something. its like whenever i really bond with an older one, they always die. Or, i get to be really good firends with someone they move. There is one exception to this that is Alli, she didnt move or die or anything thank heavens!!! Alli dont you dare either! Or i will move with you!!! Anyways, the doctor said she has a very short time to live. With my luck she'll die on thanksgiving. rolls eyes.
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