Last night=CRAZY SHIT

Jul 16, 2005 12:00

TOO much went down last night for my tastes.

Well, the first half of the day was VERY VERY VERY peaceful...my mom and I went out to lunch...to Ross and Marshalls to find some clothes for my dad and sister for their birthday. Then we went to Wal-Mart and then to PUblix to get a gift card and order a cake...Teresa was working...you don't know how bad I wanted to pull ou my gun and pop a cap...lol j/k

But yeah, while I was gone Amina called my house and told my dad that she wanted to talk to me so, I called her back and she was over at Vero's house so I went over there and just about everybody and their dog was there...all those who live there...Jarious, Juan, Adam, and Joel. The whole day Amina was pretty much hanging over and flirting with Adam and I knew that was gonna happen, do I know why? Nope. Does she know why? Of course not.

They decided to go stand in the front yard and light a bowl and Gretchen saw them and had an attack on all of them. She was bitching bitching and BITCHING. So Gretchen was in the kitchen and Veronica walked by her and spit in her face, it was FUNNY. But as Veronica kept walking Gretchen yanked her hair and her whole head flew back and Veronica went after Gretchen while Kim was between them and Gretchen tried to start punshing Veronica but she didn't land any Veronica got a hold of her hair and was yanking her head. Then basically kicked Veronica out of the house. We all left to the park where yeah, we all smoked, ALL OF US....I fucked up but do I know why I did it? I think it could because of a lot of reason but I regret it because I feel like shit a dumbass, and a hypocrite. I think it had to do with stress...because of everything with Amina and Adam...Gretchen...and Veronica....

but yeah, so we did that and we left and went to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...Amina gave me a left over ticket that she had. Adam was making little comments throughout the night, and man was I ready to hit his ass. I wasn't in a good mood. I can't believe I did what I did right now...being around Amina smoking just doesn't help things at all :/ I regret it though.

Well, Amina and I talked last night and I basically told her how I felt and she told me that she didn't want me to be mad at her and I told her that I kinda had no other choice...but yeah, her and I both had a long discussion and she didn't really express herself that much but she did say that she didn't deserve with me and I disagreed with her....I don't belive that that's why I thought hard and decided to give it another chace if she was willing and things good change but if they can't then don't waste your time and don't waste mine.

I really love Amina and hope that things can work out.
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