talk with the pops
My dad sat me down to talk to me about my problems. I was especially frustrated today and very grouchy. I don't know why. I got flaked on by a friend, accidentally kneed in the face (twice), and other thangs. Anyhow, I just took it worse today. I was especially upset about the friend who flaked because it happens so often that it ain't even funny.
Anyhow, what came out of my dad's mouth in response to my troubles was something very different than what i wanted, but it was exactly what I needed. I wanted to hear something comforting for my troubles and angst, but instead was told that I was just the same in a different way, and that he continually has forgiven me and will continually forgive me though I mess up. It was as if God was speaking through my dad (probably was the case). I mean, there is some consolation in the "it's okay, don't feel too upset" kind of talk, but it doesn't bring about any real heart change. Realizing that I'm a sinner and no better than anyone who wrongs me, and that I am at the same time very much forgiven humbles me, and makes me want to extend that kind of mercy to any and everyone.
This is just a little glimpse of what it means to follow Jesus and understanding the Gospel for what it really is.
finding freedom in Christ,
Nathan
Anyhow, what came out of my dad's mouth in response to my troubles was something very different than what i wanted, but it was exactly what I needed. I wanted to hear something comforting for my troubles and angst, but instead was told that I was just the same in a different way, and that he continually has forgiven me and will continually forgive me though I mess up. It was as if God was speaking through my dad (probably was the case). I mean, there is some consolation in the "it's okay, don't feel too upset" kind of talk, but it doesn't bring about any real heart change. Realizing that I'm a sinner and no better than anyone who wrongs me, and that I am at the same time very much forgiven humbles me, and makes me want to extend that kind of mercy to any and everyone.
This is just a little glimpse of what it means to follow Jesus and understanding the Gospel for what it really is.
finding freedom in Christ,
Nathan