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What happens when you get to a point in your life where everything you see in your life has changed? You look around and think, "what the fuck happened?" When did things get so far off course and become what it is today? How can you return things back to their normalcy? What happens to you when you feel like Alice looking through the looking glass, and realize it's not real anymore? What happens when you take the blue pill or the red pill, and discover things aren't what they seem. What do you do? Life is going down a road you don't want it to, but you no longer seem to be in control of what's happening. What do you do? What happens when you realize that in all reality...you have turned into your mother and the mother you hated when you were growing up. How do you get things back on course to how you wanted it...and why the FUCK are you constantly shrugged off by an immature person whose only intention is to hurt? What do you do? What reasoning behind it do you have to stay with something based only on time and effort you have put into it...is it worth it anymore? Why do you only feel like crying anymore every time you speak? Questions only bring more questions that seem to be unanswerable, unless you just decide to let go of it all.