For Better or For Worse?
Sitting in my English 111 class and wasting itme before my Math 161 class. i am honestly not sure what the hell is going on in my life...I don't think things are getting better but then again I don't think that they cold get any worse. I love meeting new people and enjoy being with friends (especially when they smile at me ;)). but i am also afraid of losing past friendships with people that I am currently having issues with. I am not perfect but I try and that seems to be working against me. I was asked last night what are the 4 things that I want more than anything...thinking about it I only want one thing...HAPPINESS. I have read all about happiness, written papers, read books, studied different techniques, and tried thai chi and meditation but in light of it all, I have only read about how happinesss is and have yet to experience it in so long...it's like a storm has rolled in and won't leave...an eternal hurricane of doubt and inner conflict.--Kacie says hey, she's sittin in class with me lol-- and now we have ten minutes left...i think that I should go...hopefully things will work out eventually...hopefully it will all be resolved and life will go on and everyone involved in my life will be happier than they were before, but we'll just have to see.