damn the flu.
I went out with some friends Saturday night for my bday. Cassie, Tony, Lindsa/eys 1-3, jess, and greg.
There was a huge mess up with the whole thing, we had a table of 8 and were brought to a table for four, then to a table for seven, then we had no silverware, needless to say, i won't be going to T.G.I.Fridays any time soon.
So afterwards tony and I came home to watch She's the man with my sissies, i felt exhausted. IT got worse as the night progressed. By two in the morning I had a temp of 102. Awesome. I've been trapped at home ever since. And I can't see anyone. And Tony's parents are mad because we've used up so many minutes, and texts so I basically can't talk to him until 9 every night, and he never has a car, so i'm so depressed.
I love him. And he's the biggest support in my life. I know in here I bitch about him, but I love him soooo much. I can tell him everything. All the things I write in here, I basically ( a bit nicer) say to him. And I know it'sj ust because I'm extremely stressed out. And as soon as I'm well enough to get up, my mom's calling to make me a therapist apt.
My family is great. MY parents take excellent care of me, Scarlett is amazing, and even hannah helps out with me. And my friends do the best they can. Almost all of them are in school and are busy with homework, and let's face it, their own lives. And I don't blame them. I can't really entertain them right now. I basically just lay around, and I wouldn't want to do that either. And it doesn't help that Cass caught the flu too!
I know in hopefully a month I'll be better. I'll buy a new car, I'll get a job, and I'll live again. It's just hard. It's almost been five weeks, and that is such a long time. And I can forget this whole thing happened, well...sort of. Excluding all the legal work that will be involved. But eventually I'll have a lot of money, no worries about school, i'll have a dependably car, and be able to go on a neat shopping spree. I Even plan on buying gifts for those who have been so great to me. To show I really am grateful. Not just a crazy bitch wrapped in her own self pity. It's just hard now.
I just hope I'm okay on Saturday. Tony is taking me out to this new italian restaurant in brookfield and I'm excited. Things are amazing when we're together.
In other news, last Wednesday my momma cut four inches off my hair. I got bored with the monotany of life, and needed some change. IT's chin length. And totally adorable ;)
Saturday night I Got to wear jeans, and hannah did my hair and make up, and i wore the beautiful diamond necklace tony bought me. It was a great night until the flu came in ruined it. It reminded me of how good life is. And how I have come so far!! Today, I gave myself a shower,with no help! And that may sound weird, but that's how messed up a broken pelvis leaves you.
Okay well i've been waiting for this episode of engaged and underage for a week, and for hills! gonna be intense!! adios frienlies ;)
There was a huge mess up with the whole thing, we had a table of 8 and were brought to a table for four, then to a table for seven, then we had no silverware, needless to say, i won't be going to T.G.I.Fridays any time soon.
So afterwards tony and I came home to watch She's the man with my sissies, i felt exhausted. IT got worse as the night progressed. By two in the morning I had a temp of 102. Awesome. I've been trapped at home ever since. And I can't see anyone. And Tony's parents are mad because we've used up so many minutes, and texts so I basically can't talk to him until 9 every night, and he never has a car, so i'm so depressed.
I love him. And he's the biggest support in my life. I know in here I bitch about him, but I love him soooo much. I can tell him everything. All the things I write in here, I basically ( a bit nicer) say to him. And I know it'sj ust because I'm extremely stressed out. And as soon as I'm well enough to get up, my mom's calling to make me a therapist apt.
My family is great. MY parents take excellent care of me, Scarlett is amazing, and even hannah helps out with me. And my friends do the best they can. Almost all of them are in school and are busy with homework, and let's face it, their own lives. And I don't blame them. I can't really entertain them right now. I basically just lay around, and I wouldn't want to do that either. And it doesn't help that Cass caught the flu too!
I know in hopefully a month I'll be better. I'll buy a new car, I'll get a job, and I'll live again. It's just hard. It's almost been five weeks, and that is such a long time. And I can forget this whole thing happened, well...sort of. Excluding all the legal work that will be involved. But eventually I'll have a lot of money, no worries about school, i'll have a dependably car, and be able to go on a neat shopping spree. I Even plan on buying gifts for those who have been so great to me. To show I really am grateful. Not just a crazy bitch wrapped in her own self pity. It's just hard now.
I just hope I'm okay on Saturday. Tony is taking me out to this new italian restaurant in brookfield and I'm excited. Things are amazing when we're together.
In other news, last Wednesday my momma cut four inches off my hair. I got bored with the monotany of life, and needed some change. IT's chin length. And totally adorable ;)
Saturday night I Got to wear jeans, and hannah did my hair and make up, and i wore the beautiful diamond necklace tony bought me. It was a great night until the flu came in ruined it. It reminded me of how good life is. And how I have come so far!! Today, I gave myself a shower,with no help! And that may sound weird, but that's how messed up a broken pelvis leaves you.
Okay well i've been waiting for this episode of engaged and underage for a week, and for hills! gonna be intense!! adios frienlies ;)