life's a bitch so slap it! : )

[crazyblonde87]

so another day another dollar. It's so crazy how I am so hungry all the time now. I mean I am sitting here and I already had like 2 pieces of chicken and a granola bar and my stomache is for real growling lik eI haven't eaten all freakin day long. If I feel this way tomorrow then racael and I deffinetly have to go to the all you can eat! lol. But yeah turns out that my car sticker was onths expired and we just got it in today. when I say we I mean my dad. I was at work while he went. My dad is so cool I love him. I love my mom too. : ) I know I'm a dork.
Man I'm kinda glad in a way that Tony never called me back yet. whew! I mean he was a great kisser no doubt but I think he would want to be in that whole serious relationship thing and I am deffinetly trying to stay away from that right now. Plus he's a fast lane guy and I don't think he knows I'm still a virgin and knowing me his tongue ring would turn me on and bam he would pop my cherry so I'm just not going to deal. so there. I don't know why I want to hold on to my virginity so much. I know I'm afraid I'll get pregnant. I mena I'm on birth control already for hormones. so I guess it's cool. But ok yeah the real reason is that I'm afraid of the penis..lol. weird..but true. I dunno I saw this beginning of a porno and it freake dme out so now I don't want to blaaa. haha. I thinkI'll just stick with my drugs and alchohol. yeah man.
ok well later. ...
~Shelly~