lonely as fuck
I sit here and wonder wtf I am doing with him and i ended up staying over Biggs house for 5 days....
And if you were really into me you would know what was going on
You dont, and you dont care...
So why waste my time? This challenge thing is getting boring...........
Actually the challenge is kinda over, I dont know, I dont even wanna mention his name in this fuckin blog.
I saw Cherise on thursday at a club and i am starting to have doubts...
I dont wanna cheat, I really don't but what else is there to do?
I feel like creeping... i know most people always think i am anywayz but I have been pretty good the last few years and I havent even tried.
I wish sometimes that one of my friends would call and ask if I wanted to smoke a big spliff, its always about them and their fuckin kids and how they are broke.
Need to find some better friends shit.. that's my new resolution.. Get some fuckin friends who have a job and have no fuckin kids...
I went to school with these bitches but shit.. things still dont change.. I always look like the baller and the care free one. I hate being the first they call to baby sit. SHIT!
So here I am alone on a Saturday night which really isnt that bad cause I have to work at 8am tommorow morning but still... Men suck ass. I need a bitch in my life LOL
Guess what......I finally came up with a modified version of my special project! More on that later.....
And if you were really into me you would know what was going on
You dont, and you dont care...
So why waste my time? This challenge thing is getting boring...........
Actually the challenge is kinda over, I dont know, I dont even wanna mention his name in this fuckin blog.
I saw Cherise on thursday at a club and i am starting to have doubts...
I dont wanna cheat, I really don't but what else is there to do?
I feel like creeping... i know most people always think i am anywayz but I have been pretty good the last few years and I havent even tried.
I wish sometimes that one of my friends would call and ask if I wanted to smoke a big spliff, its always about them and their fuckin kids and how they are broke.
Need to find some better friends shit.. that's my new resolution.. Get some fuckin friends who have a job and have no fuckin kids...
I went to school with these bitches but shit.. things still dont change.. I always look like the baller and the care free one. I hate being the first they call to baby sit. SHIT!
So here I am alone on a Saturday night which really isnt that bad cause I have to work at 8am tommorow morning but still... Men suck ass. I need a bitch in my life LOL
Guess what......I finally came up with a modified version of my special project! More on that later.....