WOW!!!!!!
Hey ppl. alright so this is the deal check it out. Today i woke up soooo damm happy it was crazy! Lat night i was talking to a fellow friend of mine lol and he made me see things from a different point of view, things that i didnt even know they existed and feelings and thoughts too. it was insane. I've been fucking crying myself to sleep for the past days until last night. He made me see that i dont like Jon, yup that's right, i dont like him or even love him, all i feel for him is lust. THAT'S ALL!!!!! i like being w/ him and hanging out w/ him cus every time we do it we have so much fun together but that's about it. i dont see myself w/ him. So he also came to the conlusion of "The time and place is there, but he's not the one" OMFG! ghe's so fucking right. i havent even thought about this bullshit u know? so yeah. i'm happy cus i can hang out w/ Jon and make out w/ him but at least i know that there r no feelings involved whatsoever. lol Man, it's crazy! IT'S FUCKING LUST MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D