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Last night, I went to a YouthSpeaks poetry slam with Chase, Ashley and a couple other people from the school. The show was fantastic. But coming home at 12:30 at night after writing shitty suicidal poetry and having an emotional breakdown at the BART station because my card wouldn't go through...that was not so fantastic.
Throughout the night, Chasey would hug or touch me and say "you're tense" and I was...and I sincerely don't know why nor how to change it.
Two teenage boys came to the Easter breakfast at my dad's church and one of them was eye candy. ^_^ I told my brother, his girlfriend, these two girls who have started coming to the church and their mother about Nate's allegation that I was a lesbian and they all said he was wrong, etc.
Their words don't really count because none of them know me that well, but it was nice to hear.
Throughout the night, Chasey would hug or touch me and say "you're tense" and I was...and I sincerely don't know why nor how to change it.
Two teenage boys came to the Easter breakfast at my dad's church and one of them was eye candy. ^_^ I told my brother, his girlfriend, these two girls who have started coming to the church and their mother about Nate's allegation that I was a lesbian and they all said he was wrong, etc.
Their words don't really count because none of them know me that well, but it was nice to hear.