Dec 15, 2008 22:43
Beginning on January 20th, my life's going to be a little more hectic. I'm going to take two classes at Chabot. No, I'm not crazy. I'm taking History of England on Tuesdays (which means bye-bye youth group...I'm going on the Winter Retreat and that's going to be my farewell) and Human Sexuality on Thursdays. I'm excited about both for very different reasons. I have fears and worries about both for very different reasons. But as long as I keep up my homework at both OSA and Chabot and stop being lazy (ha) I should be able to manage it.
In other news, I might need to send an email to my biological parents. I think I'm done with playing mind games with myself...I am pretty much past the specific situation this summer, but part of me just remembers that it's impossible to really get past a situation with another person if you talk about the situation to everyone but them. There are some exceptions to this rule--Z's Sweet Sixteen, for example--but part of me doesn't really think is an exception.
Or is it?
You decide.
anxiety,
college,
school