"So weak, so gentle, and yet so cruel."

[crazy_ryzz]

...can you tell me why the cosplays you are willing to do and you are exited about them are the annoying ones to make? I mean, I wanted to cosplay Russia but my motivation was all the time the lowest but it was the easiest and the most stress-free costume. Well, I had my problems with it but still, the easiest. And now with Gilbert.
Oh God.
I have the jacket almost done and now I am like "....let`s re-do this and this part, this fucking sucks, I can`t go out looking like this" EVEN IF I KNOW NO ONE CARES ABOUT THOSE MISTAKES I SEE. NO ONE ELSE SEES THEM.
FUCK THIS.

...uuurtrrrrghhh why am I drinking hot juice wtf.

...and now when I`m on it, why I always post posts in my journal when I`m feeling pissed off.
8<

...Spain, you better not to lose tonight or else.

EDIT. And in order to make feel a bit better after today`s cosplay frustration, I went to see oofuri things. And realized that... that the season 2 and episode 10 ARE ABOUT THE STUFF THAT HAPPENED IN THE LATEST CHAPTER. I mean, the scanlated ones. WHO KNOWS WHERE THE JAPANESS ONES GOES BUT. MY POINT. THAT. MOMENT. IS. IN. THE. ANIME.
OH GOD. OHGODOHGDÖLFKHD.
...and there`s an episode 11.

...I think Oofuri season 2 became just now the anime I`m going to watch.